You know you’re obsessed with it when you look at your self every time you walk past a mirror or something that reflects you. You know you’re obsessed when you think of the food you don’t want to want to eat hours before lunch. You know you’re obsessed when in class you measure you thighs or when you stare at you stomach instead of paying attention to the teacher. TW: Eating Disorder

If you have heard of the story wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson then you will understand. That book really hit me hard. It made me realise how unhealthy I was. How unhealthy our relationship was. I loved her. But it was killing me. She just kept pulling me back into the snow. This is my wintergirl story.

Even an unheard voice, has a story. And the story of the mute, holds the passion of a spoken word writer. A collection of poetry, that holds a powerful voice. #52 Spoken Word 7/4/2021

here, is a book that contains all the lies that you said to me.

Two Emos, meet at a hospital, they're stuck at for treatment, and end up falling in love with one another. The guy gets transferred to a different hospital, so they lose all contact, the girl isn't aware of this and tries to find him, the only way she can think to find him is to check every hospital in the country, and see if he was there. But first she needs to escape from the hospital she's at, can she escape from her hospital hell, and fond her Emo prince? Or will she fail and die somewhere in the middle of nowhere, without saying goodbye to him??

❝i've delicately chosen letters to form words and words to form sentences, each sentence a colorful paint stroke on the canvas of my mind.❞ [ #1 in poetry on 27/08/16 ]

All Rain ever knew was the feeling of being alone. He never had any friends. That is, until the day the new girl saved him from the darkness of his heart.

What has pushed you to believe taking your life is the answer? Are you really going to do it? What happens when death isn't as peaceful as you expected? What if a Reaper gives you something of an ultimatum? Witness first-hand what your death has brought to those around you, or remain wandering as a lost soul until you reach the point of insanity. "You can take your life, but what about the people around you? Aren't you taking theirs too?" Emily nearly laughed again, the idea was so ridiculous, but when she went to answer... she found she couldn't respond. What happens to them? ____________________ Author's Note: If you're looking for a sign not to kill yourself, this is it. [The Fighter's Series - Book 1] Formerly titled: Emily's Suicide Highest Ranking: #1 Paranormal

Drowning... But I'm still alive Alive... But dying at the same time I don't want to live So I find myself drowning Peacefully, under the water... Holding my breath until I can't anymore... Consumed by the water, my mind blank But He won't take me So I stay alive But I'm continuously, Drowning...