This is my third book of poetry published on Wattpad. In this book I intend to delve deeper into my personal struggle with addiction and the consequences that ensued as it evolved. As always, a big shout out to my supportive family, without whom I probably would not still be alive today. I love you all so much. This book has a special dedication to someone who I have been close with my entire life and someone who saw me through my addiction from one side to the other. This book is dedicated to Joseph Sircy, my brother. Thank you to Joe; my partner in crime; my friend; my family for life; for always standing by my side, for looking out for me and taking me under your wing since I was born. You have been an amazing ally in my life and I don't ever want to know what it would be like to exist here without you. Thank you for supporting and reading my writing, it always means the world to me. This book is dedicated to you, but don't think for a second that I mean you're not a winner, because you are brilliant, man. I know that to be truth. You have been an outstanding big brother, and I appreciate it so much more than you'll ever imagine. I love you. I hope you know that and never forget it.

Alex Gaskarth of All Time Low has a realization in the darkness of the tour bus one night. Something that could change everything. Will he bring this new found information with him into the light of the new day and see what effect it has on his life or will he leave it in the dark silent tour bus to be forever forgotten? Warning: Bad language, sexual content, and lots of Jalex :)

This book is completely random and contains all different kinds of free-verse poetry. ❅ I don't even know where some of these came from, but are pieces of writing somehow developed from the pits of my consciousness that make me wonder what the hell is even going on in there. ❅ I can't even fully make sense of the things I write, so this book is not neat and not strictly one thing, so if that's what you enjoy then by all means, go find something else. ❅ And these writing pieces are going to contradict each other in more ways than one. ❅ So decide to give it a read, or don't. Either way I hope you have a wonderful time in the human experience. ❅ Have a truly wonderful life, and don't forget to be happy.

{2003-06} Jack Barakat and Alex Gaskarth met in middle school. They've been best friends ever since. During their boring sophomore year in high school, Jack and Alex meet two boys with a love for music like their own. There was only one viable option. Start a band. But what happens when Jack can't deny his feelings for Alex anymore? Will he act upon those feelings even if Alex has a girlfriend? Would Alex want him to? { This is, hopefully, going to be a 6 book series and it's pretty much just for my entertainment. I'm going to base it mostly off what was going on in their lives during each album. I don't know exactly what went on so if I get something wrong I'm sorry. }

Jack's up to something at the APMAs, and maybe Alex isn't too bothered by it.

This book is the sequel to "Pardon Me While I Go Insane", my first book of poetry which was dedicated to my daughter. This book however, is dedicated to my son, Sebastian Boyd. Sebastian knows a little bit about being a misfit like myself and I think he will appreciate some of my words in this book. As always, I love my family, Matt, Hera, Sebastian, & my mom and my life simply wouldn't be worth living without you guys.

This is my first book of poetry spanning several years. This book is dedicated to my daughter, Hera Boyd, for inspiring me to just put it out there. I love you to my family...Matt, my husband, Hera, my daughter, and Sebastian, my son. You make my life worth living every day!!