I try to write out my feelings when I selfharm.They describe the way I am.My thoughts, my pain everything.They are useless just like me but they are also who I am. If anyone is going through a hard time please feel free to talk with me.I'll be glad to help. I don't own most of these poems and I'm going to write it at the top of those. love you all:) xxx

*** COMPLETED *** Sixteen year old Daniel Layman has been bullied since he came out. His best friend and protector Sean, moved to Los Angeles leaving Daniel to fend for himself in Oklahoma City. Along with trying to survive every minute of hell at school, Daniel also has to walk over five miles everyday through the dangerous streets of Oklahoma City, just to get home - where he has to ignore the aggressive men his mother brings home every night. Seventeen year old Ethan Miller has been a member of one of the most dangerous gangs in Oklahoma City since he ran away from the foster care system as a child. When Daniel stumbles onto a turf war between Ethan's gang and their rivals, Ethan saves him. But the more Ethan gets to know Daniel, the more he realizes just how much saving Daniel needs. Cover art: made by me #1 in #boyxboy - May/2020 #2 in #gay - May/2020

Sup, name's Sno. I live a below average life, meaning it's kinda crappy. But hey, I've got some pretty cool things too. Like my best friend Eileen, with her dramatic and outgoing self with her fun pink hair, my adoptive parents are really cool, and my little adoptive sister is adorable too. But being a gay in a fairly small town is what sucks. If you're different in my high school, then you're not worth much. and I was prepared to deal with the crap going on just the way it was. But of course things change when a new guy moves here. And it's not that he's new that draws so much attention. This guy could be a GOD with the way he looks. built, tanned perfectly, in other words a total knock out. But there's something else with him that's just.....different......and I feel like I'm going to find out whether if I want to or not.

Not every kid starts high school in sophomore year. Then again, not every kid is a scrawny gay nerd named Rocky Apollo living in Bum Ass Nowhere, USA. Not every kid has to put up with constant bullying from a childhood friend. As if that weren't enough, Rocky has caught the attention of the volatile school bully, who makes him an offer he can't refuse. Help him pass his classes, and he'll teach Rocky to fight. COVER BY LUCAS @LukFrh [Final edits made: April 2017] tw: bullying, violence, language, dark themes

When Mylo Heather finds himself lost at a party his friend convinced him to attend, he searches high and low for his friends that have ran off to their own corners. When searching he comes across the party host's brother, Miguel Andorran. He's sexy beyond belief, and shirtless, and wants Mylo. It's only a matter of time he gets what he wants... Oh and did I forget to mention? He's a dominant. [WARNING]: Will at some point in the very near future contain sex scenes. This is BDSM! If you no like, you have no soul! *cough cough* I mean piss off. *cough cough* I mean the exits that way. *cough cough* I have a cold! *sniffles* :'(