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The Sad Boys Society by cosmicastronaut
The Sad Boys Society
cosmicastronaut
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LGBTQ Lit. Four boys that have something in common: they're all heading to the Chicago Hartley Psychiatric Hospital for Troubled Teens, and they are all, well, troubled teens. Blaise Christianson-15-Chicago, IL: The boy who wears long sleeves even during the hottest days of summer. Rory Jefferson-16-New York, NY: The boy who always "ate before he came" and insists the sounds coming from the bathroom are due to the fact that "he does not feel well." Gabe DeLucille-16-Indianapolis, IN: The boy who tried to take his own life but hates the word "suicide." Blake Terry-17-Dallas, TX: The boy who drinks himself to sleep every night because "maybe he'll finally feel something this time." Read as lives collide and fuse together while our characters embark on a journey of self discovery and learn a lesson that will stay with them for the rest of their lives.
Look and Observe by xoCrashFire
Look and Observe
xoCrashFire
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The Whore and the Virgin by xoCrashFire
The Whore and the Virgin
xoCrashFire
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Summertime (Frerard) by babyspiders
Summertime (Frerard)
babyspiders
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"You can run away with me, anytime you want." I want to get away. Away from the abuse at home, at school hell, but we're not friends. I could never be friends with Gerard Way. He's just some guy that fate seems to drive me towards. His brother may be even more of asshole than him, making my school life living hell and I guess things at home are not too great either. And despite how much of an asshole Gerard Way is, he's the only one that seems to make anything better.
Spectrum (Frerard, Petekey) by babyspiders
Spectrum (Frerard, Petekey)
babyspiders
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The adventures of 'pretty boy' and 'dyke'. The story of the boy with the boobs who can pack a serious punch, and the girl with a dick and her all mighty powerful butt, and just how the two happen to meet and perhaps happen to fall for one another. And the two's battles against dysphoria, the foes of the judgemental gaze of the outside world, and sometimes themselves, sometimes even each other, but in the end, they both know from that very first moment, the first eye contact: it's the two of them against the motherfucking world. (Trans AU, FTM Frank & MTF Gerard)
Rosewater (Frerard) by sacrebIeu
Rosewater (Frerard)
sacrebIeu
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[Sequel to Disgusting] When everything we see is in black and white, there is no place for grey.
50 Thoughts That Scare Me [Frerard] by PierceTheVeilsSirens
50 Thoughts That Scare Me [Frerard]
PierceTheVeilsSirens
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50 Thoughts That Scare Me. What are they? Smut warning: No smut Boy x Boy- Frerard For questions about translation DM me on Wattpad or @bekahgrace99 on Instagram
Folie à Deux (Frerard) by adrenalineparty
Folie à Deux (Frerard)
adrenalineparty
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November 1st (Frerard) by babyspiders
November 1st (Frerard)
babyspiders
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It's the lake in November, and the move closer to the ocean, and Gerard's fixation, and Gerard's compulsions like tidal waves dragging him down, and Mikey's more distant than ever: like they're drifting out into the middle of the ocean, whereas Gerard's just stuck there: water turning to quicksand around him, drowning. And it's the letter; Frank finds it on the floor of the boys' bathroom on the first floor. It's dropped in accident, perhaps from a pocket or something, and it's drenched in what Frank hopes is tap water, and the words: scrawled in blue ink are difficult to make out as the words join together in a fuzzy inky mess. The only paragraph legible is the final one, and even still, it barely is: 'I've been underwater for a long time now, but I'm not drowning, I'm beginning to think I can breathe like this, but I can't, I'm gasping for breath, and I have to do this, Mikey, I have to end this myself. I'm going to the lake on the 1st of November, don't wait for me... I'm not coming back.' And the name signed at the bottom is little more than a smudged mess of blue ink, and there's nothing Frank can do about it, but he knows for certain that the one thing he can't do is ignore this letter, and he reminds himself of that as he folds it into his pocket. It's a suicide note, Frank's stupid, but not stupid enough to brush over that fact, and whoever this person is, Frank knows that they most certainly don't deserve to die. And Frank isn't going to let them. Because he's going to find this person; he's got time now at least, and he can save them, he will save them - Frank promises himself that. But one person in a whole school, it's like a needle in a haystack, but he's got time, it's November 1st in thirty days, and he can only hope that it will be enough. He's got one month: the date is October 1st.
Lavender. Petekey. by sacrebIeu
Lavender. Petekey.
sacrebIeu
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Pete adores Mikey. He's beautiful in a ratty old Anthrax tee and frayed jeans. She's beautiful in strawberry lipstick and a tight black skirt. They're beautiful in that soft blue jumper as Pete's perfect agender angel. But Mikey's dad doesn't seem to agree.