A few months later turns out thAt i am pregnant, I was happy with the fact the i was having the gift of life but my boyfriend wasn't. well not a shocker that he wouldn't be but the fact was is that we had sex and at the time we were in love and now i am sitting in my living room crying my eyes out because i am trying to decide what i want to do but i can't i have a job my life is OK, but I'm not happy unless i have what i want and that is not anything unless i have my boyfriend me supporting me every step of the way and i can't believe i can say this but i need him at this time because who would want to go threw this alone definitely not what i want nor what he wants so i guess i will be writing in this journal every chance that i get there one step at a time. Sincerely Lovebug