I stared at blank paper which was lying down on my desk for only Allah knows how long time. I wanted to pendown each pain of each shattered pieces of my heart. But I couldn't do that. Fingers in which b/w the pen held, felt numb. The one who proved hand is voluntary muscle forgot to mention 'Exception when ones heartbreaks'. Numbness is when you hear your heart break further & further, You want to shed rains of tears deeper & deeper, but not a single droplet comes out. You want to scream your heartout, but your cells are too tired even to function its anatomy. Its as if your sensory nerve disappeared from your own system. Yup!! Its the same bloody numbness. Then gradually that numbness changed to pain, The pain which can be felt in your bones. This pain rushed out in the form of words instead of tears. Even now my muscle are involuntary ;where it kept on scribbling the words which heart felt even before signals sent to brain. "You knew this day would come. You were anticipating this day. You knew your soul & heart would shatter into those nano pieces where repair is beyond impossible. You were well prepared for this day. Then why? Why? Why you feel this numb? He didn't love you. No he did, cause I have seen pain in those eyes. I have seen those sparks in them when I saw my reflection in it. Yup! He loves me, But.. But not as bad as want him to make me his wife, maybe not as... Qadr: When its time for souls to meet, there's nothing on earth that can prevent them from meeting. No matter where each may be located. And if its time for souls to depart, there's nothing on earth that can prevent them from departure. Even if their hearts are locked by each others soul. All you have to do is to have faith in your Rabb. In the end, you'll be granted what is best for you. The journey of three bestfriends- Aani,Alayna,Sheen; facing Qadr of Allah: Blessings n Lessons.

assalamu alaikkum readers...!! This book is dedicated to my 2 real soulful friends for dunya and ahira...(masha allah).. @hajarshiyam @fathifaha33 ' i never thought that i would call you my best friend' 'i never though i would call you with endearments..' 'i never thought i would cry in your shoulder' 'i never thought i would open up to you'. 'i never thought i would be this dependent on you'. 'i never thought i could love some one else more than me' 'i never thought someone could understand my unshed tears unspoken words..... unreaveled self..... unheard feelings..... and most of all un found "ME"..' ' i never thought that someone could break the bubble around be '.. 'i never thought i would love someone to moon and back..'. 'i never thought that i would miss you more than anything...'. 'i never thought i would be longing just to see your face and to have a big hug..' here you guyz made me do all this and making me... with all my heart and all my will love you both.. HAJAR & FAHAMA beyond love , ASHFA❤

"You fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected times." ▪▪ He stroke my arm with his hand and carefully followed his own action with his eyes. "What are you doing?" I asked, pushing his hand away. He raised his both hands in the air as defense and tucked them away in his jeans pockets afterwards. "I have a question before you leave." He smirked. He was going to ask me something stupid, I could feel it. I crossed my arms and waited for his question. "You can take your headscarf off as soon as we're married, right? I mean, we are married then." He said taking another step forward. He suddenly grabbed me by my waist, pulling me towards him. He stared into my eyes holding me with a huge strength I could never compete with. It was at that moment I could smell a faint smell of alcohol on his breath. He was drunk. ▪▪ Meet Aliah Samuni; a simple, religious and down to earth 23 year old girl, who lost her parents 5 years ago. Meet Harris Cooper; cocky, rude, rich, has a different girl every week and isn't friendly towards his staff. When Aliah Samuni is being hired as a receptionist at the biggest fashion company in New York City, she meets Harris Cooper. THE Harris Cooper, the most famous and rich business man in town. Little does she know, that the guy she insults and loathes the first day at work, is the CEO of the company. Her boss. Can she change his life? Can she make him fall in love again after a horrible past? ▪▪ Read #TCUL for a spiritual adventure with mystery, drama and occasionally some intense romance. Highest ranking: #1 (Multiple times)

#1 in husbandandwife 2020 #1 in September 2019 #8 in kindness (12/09/19) Inaya was a girl full of life and always desire to become a successful person but then things doesn't go the way she wanted. The hopes she had for her dream prince were all gone. She always believed in fairytales and waited for her prince charm, She was just a girl who always wanted to get her happily ever after, but she wasn't the same after she lost her father. Somehow because of her family's decision she is forced to marry Yasin. Yasin, a bit insane, scared to get close to people. He is a work-freak, Hates crowdy places. He does not believe in love stories, and never actually thought of any women. He always maintained distance from love but yet he loves his work. He knew girls are just troubles and he didn't want any drama in his life. Will he fall in love with Inaya?! Inaya doesn't trust anyone and tries to keep her coldness with her husband because she is already shattered. Yasin couldn't help but fall in love with her misery. Staying with Inaya he learns that she is going through a lot of pressure and all he ever wants is to protect her and heal her soul. So what fate does Inaya and Yasin holds? (Published on 01/09/19)

"I searched for you everywhere, but to my dismay...i couldn't find you." His eyes watered. Before continuing "And this time, .." Omg! "I'll punish you. Just how i want. You are mine.!" I knew out of this piece. I'm in deep trouble Before i could comprehend what is happening, His lips fell on mine... ******* After Tragic Events occurs in her life thinking she'll finally be happy, safiyah was Lost in a world she can't call hers, she didn't have a perfect life for a start. But How could she when Allah wasn't there in the First place. She had no religion experience. For she was lost. Finding herself settled in a world she has no idea about. But those weren't just any people, They were the most Dangerous low-key Group in the Country. Getting involved in breaking the heart of The leader of the group, who solely wants revenge still leaving her perplexed when this was the first time she met him. And what was worst is that, she's connected to Everything. Did she lose her memory, or was it really her? And most Importantly, How would she find Allah in the midst of all the chaos. Let take this Journey to find out. I'm also confused! Happy Reading!😊

-UNEDIETED AN INNOCENT BEAUTY WHO STOLE HIS STONE COLD HEART.. "You will not get a job anywhere except near me!" He told her trying to calm his inner demon from seeping out. "What but why ?" She questioned in pure confusion to which he only smirked. "Cause I own more than 60 percent of the companies in this city!" He told her arrogantly cornering her near the wall and had his hand beside her head but she seemed unaffected by his close presence. "Oh, then I'll join in the remaining 40 percent companies!" She told him stubbornly biting her lips not knowing what effect it was causing on him, How innocent! "Sweetheart think yourself if I own sixty percent that means I have more power and i will not let anyone give you job!" He said smirking to which she seemed shocked. "What? No!" She said as her shoulders dropped stomping her foot on the floor like a child which made him smile inwardly. So innocent! MEET YAHYA AYDIN the ruthless businessman who owns the succesful chain of luxurious hotel all around the globe, he was tall lean handsome a definite heartthrob with his looks, woman threw themselves at him but he loathes the sight of "women" he hates them with passion. He's cold arrogant bossy and thinks no woman can tame his "untamed heart". MEET ZARA NIAZI a top rated dietitian by profession who holds a respectable position at a very young age, she's what you call a "true sweetheart" she's kind, cute bubbly with chubby cheeks and her most "innocent personality!" Which lures people towards her and gets easily taken advantage of without any care. Only if they knew what destiny had in store for them.. Only if he knew how ruthlessly he's going to loose his heart Join the journey of a cold hearted series.

Hannah es una adolescente de dieciséis años enganchada a las redes sociales. Pero un día recibe una solicitud de amistad de Facebook de un chico llamado Alex Crowell. Al aceptarla, descubre en el muro de Alex que está desaparecido y lo han dado por muerto. Y luego pasa algo todavía más escalofriante: recibe un mensaje privado del joven donde le pide ayuda para averiguar quién lo mató. Hannah pone en marcha una investigación y llega a la conclusión de que muchas personas están relacionadas con su muerte. Pero contará con una ayuda inesperada, la del fantasma de Alex. ¡YA A LA VENTA EN LIBRERÍAS DE MÉXICO, ESPAÑA, COLOMBIA, CHILE, ARGENTINA, PERÚ, ECUADOR Y PANAMÁ! PRIMER CAPITULO DISPONIBLE. RETIRADA POR PUBLICACIÓN EN PAPEL Y DIGITAL POR OZ EDITORIAL.