17 year old Chanel has to deal with her abusive boyfriend and take care of her daughter. This story contains murder, death, abuse, love, and more.

Zaya aka Z is a quiet to her self chick it's the beginning of her senior year and her only best friend that understands her introduce her to this guy that will take her in a whole new world.

This is my first book and the first book of the possible series. The second book is called My Thug. I hope you enjoy this book, and be prepared for all the twists and turns, confusion, anger and sadness this book has.

Second Book To: Can I Show This Thug Love. This book is about Chase and Rolland's new life together, and not to mention the baby. Oh, and they've moved out Of Milwaukee, into California..where secrets will come out, and possibly change everything.

"... You know what, I'm gone sit back not even fall back ;sit back and watch what happens…you know none of these other chicks are like me,you know they don't got you like I do, and sholl' won't hold you down like I do, cause your ass always comes back. But it's cool I won't even trip no more, B."