Tanaka's life sucks. He has a hard time keeping his mouth shut. Every time he meets someone, he says something rude. He also thinks he doesn't need anyone, that is until he meets Hikaru.

Please know this story is deep, has a lots of triggers and abuse with family along with death ~do not continue if you can't take any stories like this ~ "Life's funny you know; everyone wants you to be perfect; have everything like your parents and cool friends. To be strong and good looking. A well rounded personality and play sports. Well I haven't and done none of those."