Mamihlapinatapa (n.) a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other would initiate something that they both desire but which neither wants to begin.

Phil Lester is dead. Wait, what? No, this isn't a story of how Phil tragically dies and Dan's all sad. This is the story of how Phil fell in love with his Grim Reaper. By that I mean: Dan is Phil's Grim Reaper, and he's leading him to heaven. ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• [Disclaimer: This story is completely fictional, and I do not intend to offend anyone's religion with how I depict the afterlife or God] [cool thanks] ☆ cover art credit to hsiao ron cheng

You just arrived at your new apartment in L.A. and are waiting for your favorite YouTuber, Markiplier, to upload, but when his videos are late and you hear a crash from next door, you never would have guessed who you're living next to... Romance is blooming, but it isn't all tiny boxes and rainbows. The Internet is a VERY unforgiving place. Especially for a Girliplier...

Dan is dating Phil. They also live together with Phil's parents. School's great, life's great. Everything's going perfectly, but how long can that last? -------> This is a sequel to "My New Friend (a Phanfiction)" so go read that first or this won't make much sense.

Phanfiction :3 Dan and Phil meet properly when Phil is transferred to a new school. Will their secrets be revealed and will they fall in love? ;)

Phil Lester is gay and a neko. he lives in an abusive home and is bullied constantly where ever he is. he is anorexic and self harms whereas Dan Howell is living the dream compared to Phil, he's popular, has loads of friends, and a straight A student. when Dan sees Phil bleeding on the floor and tries to help him will he fix him or just make everything worse? This story is uploaded every Tuesday and I hope you enjoy reading. In later chapters there is smut and there is consistant mentions of self harm throughout the entirety of this book so if you don't like it or you may be triggered I strongly advise that you don't read.

I'M BACK BITCHES :) Dan and Phil's text messages! Enjoy :)

in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phil wonders why.

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