I am the next alpha of our pack and the moment I turned eighteen, the throne immediately was mine since my dad died and they only waited for my coming of age. I, obviously, am the oldest son. And aside from being an alpha, I was also looking forward to finding my mate. I wanted a strong yet kind and dependent one. But it turned out to be my childhood enemy, and what's more? My mate's a fvcking male! Highest Ranks Achieved || #18 boyxboy || #10 mpreg || #98 drama || #529 romance || #75 humor || #6 bxb || #2 gaylove || #152 werewolf || #9 warrior || #24 manxman || #2 mxb || #43 bl || #193 alpha || #18 WATTPRIDE || #8 enemy || #234 alpha

2016 Watty Award Winner for Most VORACIOUS Read Sample only. This book is PUBLISHED! How do you tell yourself not to breathe? He is my mate, and she is his everything. But he chose her, against every single instinct that we both know. For that, I have been whipped, shunned, shamed, disgraced, and broken. All for one moment of madness, I could not control. After two years, I left, unable to bear the pain and loneliness anymore. That was then. This is now. I am back, and I am not the juvenile I was. I am now a fully grown female. I feel his eyes on me, but I can't. I won't. I shouldn't. Time has healed my wounds, but not the deep scars the whip seared into my flesh or his indifference to my heart. Each breath is a pain, and his scent overwhelms me. But I can smell her in it. He still will not give her up, despite his own body crawling with a deep, physical desire that only a mate can satisfy. I breathe: I exist, barely. I am a midwife. I bring life into a cruel world that haunts me every day, and the Doctor I work with is the only one in this pack who holds faith in me. He is the one person who stands up for me - and I feel light again when I am with him. What kind of life is this when two mates cannot be together, yet every part of their primal soul yearns for it infinitely? What kind of cruel moon would torture a she-wolf like this? I can't go on, but I must. Whatever happens, I must attend to my purpose and give my miserable life some meaning; perhaps I can snatch some joy in pieces, but now I see that he needs me - but he also wants her too. How do you tell yourself not to breathe?

Hunter Kane is beta for the Bluemoon pack. He's 23 years old and has been looking for his mate for the past 5 years. He decided to travel away from his pack to try and find his mate. Emily Dubois is 20 years old and in her 2nd year of university, she's human and only knows of werewolves in the romance books that she reads. She has never had a boyfriend and doesn't know anything about being intimate. What will happen when these two meet? The small shy girl and the sexy new professor Book cover made by: inkheart_lover Full story can easily be read on Dream