Self Harm is an addiction. An eating disorder is a constant demon in your mind. Depression is something you don't just 'move on' from, it's constantly there. Having to fight the constant triggers around him, Niall Horan is slowly lapsing back into his depression. The strong urges are constantly there, and even having a boyfriend as perfect as Zayn Malik doesn't seem to be helping. He knows he SHOULD be happy, but he isn't, and he thinks he's forgot how to be 'happy'. and he's battling this alone while trying to hide it from his boyfriend. Sooner or later it'll all get to much and he'll end up back where he started.

You may have heard of them before, their story, the love, the complications, the friendship…and the drama. But now, they’re back, with even more complications in their twisted lives. Just when you thought things were going to settle down and return to normal, they never did. When she finally thought she made her decision and chose the right one, she realized she was wrong. But the boy she loved, was already gone. It was too late. She had no contact with him, no number, nothing. It’s Rachel Morgan, Harry Styles, Zayn Malik, and the rest of the gang back in the sequel, of “When life gets complicated.” While many things were still left unanswered, here they are again, hoping to find some answers for themselves, and find their true love. But it wasn’t easy when everyone was split up. They all moved on in their lives. Harry and Zayn were both gone. Harry in LA, Rachel in London, and Zayn in Las Vegas. Not only were these three finding life difficult, but of course, the other couples in the gang as well... And Maria and Emma? What's the story behind them? When she thought everything was over…boy was she wrong. Rachel’s love story was not coming to an end just soon. If you truly love someone, you let them go. But in this case, it’s impossible to let go of your loved one. Here we are again, in the same love triangle. When life gets complicated. Coming soon.... *January 4th* :)

Louis has a habit of not complaining. Harry hates it because, sometimes if you don’t complain, bad things happen; like ending up in the ICU. This is the OFFICIAL VERSION please note that there are four or five R rated scenes that have been moved to another site to keep this story un-privated. The links are provided in the appropriate places in the story where you can read them. Please check my bio for the link to the translations! These include POLISH (Polski), SPANISH (Español), ITALIAN (Italiano), FRENCH (Français), RUSSIAN (русский), CZECH, CHINESE (中国的), ROMANIAN (român), PORTUGUESE (português), BRAZILIAN PORTUGUESE (português do Brasil) SLOVAK (slovenská), DUTCH (Nederlands), GERMAN (Deutsch) Direct link to translation masterpost is: http://room_317.livejournal.com

Six Months. Six whole months have passed since Bella left for California. Everyone has split their separate ways. Bella is still in California. One Direction is in London. Emily is still working in London, but not in contact with the boys. Niall is still not getting along with the other lads. Nothing has changed within the past six months. Bella is moved on. But the boys and Emily are not prepared to quite yet. Nothing is ever going to be the same after what happened six months ago. Little does Bella know, that even though she is 5456, these boys are about to change her life.... Again.

Everyone imagines having an amazing boyfriend, a huge house, and a great job. Well, this is the real world so snap out of your fantasy. Bella Raceli wants to become a doctor and attend a university. Her parents work hard, but they cant afford to send her to the university that she wants. So for now, Bella is working at Starbucks in London. It's a pretty boring job to Bella.... that is until one interesting day. A guy named 'Bob', comes in for a drink..... but the things is he isn't any normal person. This guy is part of a famous boy band by the name of One Direction...... no his name is not Bob. His name is Liam Payne. This one tall Caramel Mocha, can change both of their lives forever.

******READ A BIT OF MY LATEST CHAPTER TO SEE HOW MUCH MY WRITING HAS IMPROVED LIKE HONEST ITS SO CRINGEY I CANT****** Falling in love with your best friend seemed too cliche for my liking, so me and my best friend always knew we weren't going to do just that. However, life is so unexpected and before I knew it, I had a brain tumor, was stripped of my old life and given a new one. A life without my best friend, Niall Horan. I left the X Factor, where I had made it up to bootcamp, but it didn't matter. My dreams were crushed, there was no hope. I never did tell Niall, about my brain tumor and just cut contact with him. He didn't need to worry about me. What I didn't realize is that Faith also comes into play and well Faith does whatever the hell it wants. So next thing I know, here I am, reunited with my best friend. My brain tumor is gone, and I have my best friend back. It's times like these where I realize it's just a little too good to be true. And it is. Slowly, without even meaning to, I start falling for the boy who was none other then my best friend. Everyone knows falling in love with someone you simply cannot have is a nightmare, and I feel as though this nightmare will just never end.

Like many typical girls, eighteen year-old Rachel Morgan falls head over heels for an out-of-reach guy, named Harry Styles, who, in her presence, tints her cheeks red, strips her of her vocabulary, and has all of the Earth's butterflies fluttering to her stomach. While her long-time best friend Niall is spilling his juice or crumbs from his Nando's chicken all over their usual cafeteria table, Rachel is spilling over Harry with her friends, Nat and Ashley. The only downside to Harry's lush, brown curls, cheeky dimples, and sensual, green eyes is that while he's wearing his husky blazers, preppy Jack Wills hoodies, or rusty Ramones t-shirts, he's got Rachel feeling like she's wearing an invisible cloak. But after joining the volleyball team, she dumps her invisible cloak for a jersey as Harry, who's also on the volleyball team, begins flirting with her. After the two go on an unplanned, syrupy adventure, they find themselves more close to each other than ever - that is, until a new guy moves into town; Zayn Malik. Starting off as a shy, artistic, and mysterious friend to Rachel, Zayn soon becomes the only wedge that could come between her fairy-tale relationship with Harry. Being Zayn's best friend, Liam Payne, the school jock, helps to further Rachel and Zayn's relationship. To complicate things even further, her best friends, Niall and Louis, begin to harbour secrets and spin cobwebs of their own. Then, a new girl with some baggage enrols into Beakman High School and gives Rachel an unpleasant feeling. What do you do when love gets complicated?