Jesy Nelson is insecure. She doesn't like her body and the pressure of being in a successful girl band makes life uneasy. The one person she can feel happy with is her band mate and best friend Leigh-Anne Pinnock. She doesn't understand her feelings for her best friend. Can she figure them out before its too late?

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Jessie's popular. Jessie's hot. Jessie never had any problems in her life. Since she moved to NYC. Before it was different before she wasn't the popular girl. Before she never was tangled up in a mess of emotion. But then Jessie meets HIM. Not the real him. An angel from the future telling her an impossible thing to do to keep HIM from dying. But she doesn't believe the angel, she doesn't want to do what's needed to save two lives. Her life and his life. She doesn't want to go back to that times again. But is her popularity in school really worth dying? Or will she sacrifice it to stay alive?

A young woman who was always the life of the party, quick to tell a joke, always smiling and happy, tragically dies at age 23. What her mother found after her death reflected a much different young woman, her poetry. Her words showed a young woman crying out to feel loved, wanted, beautiful and worthy. Struggling to accept herself as the wonderful, happy, beautiful young woman everyone else saw her as. Her words reflect the pain and torment she allowed another to cause her. It is her mother's most heart felt desire to reach even one young person struggling to accept themselves. To encourage them to open up and talk to someone, to know they are never alone, to know their feelings are validated. She also hopes to reach a mother that perhaps feels her daughter is perfect and completely in charge of her life, as mothers often do. After reading her poetry, hopefully it will facilitate conversation, confirm unconditional love and help to end words that a mother never hears. I am her mother and these are her words.