Adjusting to high school life is never easy. When it comes to friends- and love interests- it can get really complicated. Combine it with having major trust issues and unsettles daddy problems and maybe you'll have someone close to Connor Franta. Set months after the mystery is only left unsolved, see how figuring out your first crush may be a boy could be the least of your problems. Rated M for dark themes and explicit language *Sequel to Black on Black- Completed*

If you had told Connor about Troye six months ago, he would've wholeheartedly disbelieved and denied it. If you had told him about how he would fall hopelessly in love with a boy and everything would be different after, he would've simply laughed in your face. Isn't it funny how things change?!

"I know I probably shouldn't feel this way. I shouldn't be disappointed or angry that he no longer loves me the way he used to. I know it's my fault, after all I was the one to make the choice. But if I could go back and choose again, I want him to know that he would always be my pick. I was foolish. I was young. I let fame get to my head. Why must you Remind Me of the past that I want to forget so desperately. I should've chose him. I should've held him closer. I should've told him that I loved him. But, is it possible that through it all, I can chose again?" *Mentions of abuse-- both verbal and sexually. Depression and self hatred a subject to be aware of. No form of self harm or eating disorder. Possible character death both major and minor. Any other warnings will be placed before the chapter begins. Hope you enjoy.* - HIGHEST RANKING: #9th in troyesivan ~ note: this fic is like my baby it's been through so much shit and i know it's not the best writing you'll ever read but i wrote it in a very dark time in my life and my mood- it reflects a lot off of the plot and the descriptors used. please be kind and know that im growing and so is my writing ability everyday. ilysm. enjoy ~

*Troye POV* Not a day goes on without a thought of you Not a word said without you, in the back of my mind I don't understand how I like you so so much, i can't begin to understand Why Why do I like him Why do I need him ugh he will never like me I'm just Troye, and he is just straight GET A HOLD OF YOUR SELF I'm not worth it. I wish Tronnor was true *Connor POV* The only thing that is on my mind Its him His blue eyes I could happily drown in but forget it I'm straight I'm straight Hahahah lol no What am I whatever I am I will never be worthy of him (yes I did change the cover, 4/6/15)

they were best friends until the crash. then, connor has an imaginary friend. then, he forgets. years later, troye comes back, and he's very, very real. - told from the pov of connor and an oc, his twin sister. troye's kind an asshole in this. highly unrecommend.

big thanks to : @phatsfranta for the tittle of this book go check her out shes great contains: smut, bdsm, kinks, swearing, whips, sex toys,abuse, triggering, rape, m-preg I WILL PUT TRIGGER WARNINGS ON THE TRIGGERING CHAPTER

I met you and something changed. The dark wasn't so dark anymore. The light wasn't so dull anymore. I wasn't so alone anymore.

met though a little app called 'Kik' Kik?

"You can't hide from me blue eyes." Warnings: Homophobic slurs, strong language, and mild violence. Rating: 12+ If you're younger, please be aware that this is a serious book. AU: Alternate Universe, nothing that happens in this book is true.

in which troye falls for connor, but has to work to make him his. high school au