" i could never go through the pain of losing you again ".

Maya Hart has been through nothing but sorrow and misery in her life. Everything horrible happens to her meanwhile all the best happens to her best friend, Riley Mathews. Maya meets a guy named Lucas Friar and she instantly notices that he's not like all the guys that she's dated. He's something more. l u c a y a r i a r k l e

"i'm jealous of the rain, that falls upon your skin, it's closer then I've ever been" .

the past is the past; until it comes back to haunt you. - best gmw book winner! lucaya au. {completed story!}

fake /adjective/ •not genuine; imitation or counterfeit. 20•8•18

A diary of my day to day thoughts of my depression to help me deal with it. Here to help others who need it.

some things, once you've loved them, become yours forever. and if you try to let them go, they only circle back and return to you. they become part of who you are... ...or they destroy you. ⥓ call me by your name ; plot heavily inspired by 'kill your darlings' and the early life of poet allen ginsberg (all rights go to sony pictures)

The events of the next two years that follow the end of the book. For those who only watched the movie (which I haven't yet, therefore I have no knowledge of how it ends and this is not based in it), here follows a quick explanation: Elio and Oliver meet again three times after that summer: one during Christmas in 1983, one in the States in 1996 for a drink at a hotel bar and one last time back in the summerhouse twenty years after their first encounter, just for a night, as he was passing through cities. The end of the book goes as: ❝Twenty years was yesterday, and yesterday was just earlier this morning, and morning seemed light-years away. "I'm like you," he said. "I remember everything." I stopped for a second. If you remember everything, I wanted to say, and if you are really like me, then before you leave tomorrow, or when you're just ready to shut the door of the taxi and have already said goodbye to everyone else and there's not a thing left to say in this life, then, just this once, turn to me, even in jest, or as an afterthought, which would have meant everything to me when we were together, and, as you did back then, look me in the face, hold my gaze, and call me by your name.❞ [word count: 14047] I do hope you enjoy this. It is the first time I come forward with a piece of work so intimate and that I'm extremely proud of, and one that bears my signature and not a pseudonym or anonymity. Feel free to leave your constructive critics and general comments, I'd love to hear them all. Have a great reading. ⚘

Oliver returns to Crema to spend Hanukkah with Elio's family. Elio is close to breaking down. He loves Oliver. Oliver is getting married. Elio wants him to feel the pain he is in. Elio wants Oliver to choose him. Elio wants Oliver to make love to him for one last time.

After the blank years, Oliver's wife can no longer keep the secret that she's known for years. She knows that he is not truly in love with her and she makes the decision that he cannot make himself. Oliver reunites with Elio in B praying they can find a life together. Elio knows Oliver comes with his sons. Will they accept their father's choice in love or will they turn their backs on him? Some from Elio's childhood are still in his life and those from his past catch up to him trying to get between him & Oliver. Oliver learns the meaning of rose-colored glasses, finding out dark things that happen to his eldest son after the divorce. Someone comes into their lives that they didn't expect and makes an impact in ways they never imagined.