Your name is Abbadon. You we're just a normal girl until you lost your mind. You simply snapped. You killed a man. That was when you we're 14 you we're put in death row and you we're killed at 17.
The utter most inner thoughts and feelings of one who has but no other way to express them and therefore without a pen a paper she very much may spontaneously combust in an explosion of secrets bottled up for far far too long. : )