A true story involving multiple time frames of my life. I'm 16, I have social issues, Chronic Depression, Attention Deficit Hyper-Active Disorder, and Social Anxiety Disorder. I am extremely self conscious about everything about me, I have no ego, and I'd like to say I don't trust people, but that's not true because I always trust people and end up getting burned. All of the names I use in this story are fake, other than the substituted names, this story is 100% true. I'm doing this on my alternate account because I'd rather not have people that I know seeing all of this. Though I have many disorders preventing me from enjoying social situations, I'm extremely fucking lonely. I just want friends.