I never thought I would feel this way. Not with Gabriel. He is my friend, but we drifted apart. Kind of a long story. Sometimes he would make me feel like I could be anyone I want to, and sometimes he makes me feel like I just want to crumble into dust. Every time I look at him, I just want him to, I don't know, just be with me. God, do I sound selfish. Will I ever stand a chance on him? I don't even know how I really feel for him. My head is just full of confusion.