Things that are a new feeling can change your hearts desires even when you want the feelings to stop they just wont. You can't be reluctant to understand more of those unknown feelings restricting yourself from what you want. Hiding will do you no good. Love is but a brief moment of purity and happiness that can infect even the strongest hearts with it's poisonous nature. But if you don't understand its true intent from whom has given you this 'new feeling' it can leave a bitter taste in your mouth.