This book is about an 18 year old girl named Alyssa. She is fixing to graduate high school and go to collage. She has been studying the art of ballet since she was 3. But since she was 2 she has been wanting to be a pediatrician, her parents want her to be a pediatrician because she has the highest g.p.a. in her classes, is graduating valedictorian of all her classes, and has been wanting to be a pediatrician since she was 2. But she doesn't know what college she wants to go to She has been offered full scholarships from several schools: Duke, Princeton, Harvard, Yale, and many more But her dance teacher wants her to be a performer because she is the top of her class, has impeccable technique, and her teacher knows she has a future in dancing. But the other girls who go to her dance studio are telling her to be a pediatric nurse so they can have her spot as the top dog and they think Alyssa doesn't know but she's been fighting for her spot for years and she's not going to let some newbie take her spot. She doesn't know which dream to pursue and feels trapped, but at the same time she has to deal with anxiety and bullying.