You've been working on Starkiller base for over two years as a medic. You're hopelessly in love with one of your coworkers who happens to be dating your sister. If that wasn't stressful enough, now Commander Kylo Ren has crept into your life and is already causing you trouble. How will you deal with the stress of your overbearing sister, your infatuation with her boyfriend, and your demanding Commander? *** "You're nothing but a girl filled with childish dreams," he spat at you. "That perfect galaxy inside your head doesn't exist." You started to stand up and glared at him. "And you're nothing but a scared little boy hiding in a mask," you choked out. Pausing, he stood and stared at you trembling in anger. He lifted his arms up and reached for his helmet. There was a hiss as the faceplate detached and the entire helmet unlatched from his body. He dropped it with a thud at his feet. Walking over to you he shoved you against the wall again as you gasped. Your still fragile head hit the wall and you instantly felt woozy. "I'm not hiding now." His hot breath was in your ear as he pressed his body up against yours. He grabbed you forcefully and pulled you against him. You felt the hard tent beneath his layers and stifled a moan. He nibbled at your ear and started kissing your neck. You melted beneath his touch. How could your body betray your mind like this? He kissed along your jaw with soft wet kisses. You snaked your arms around his neck and pulled him towards you. This caused him to get closer and closer to your mouth. Your breath was heavy, and you looked up at him. Even in the darkness of the room, you could see the golden flecks of his eyes. They shone back at you filled with desire. He ran his hands up and down your body. No, wait. This wasn't supposed to be happening. You were supposed to be mad at him. But- You didn't want him to stop. *** I hope you enjoy it! (: Content warning! Some chapters might be upsetting or triggering- please be cautious and be safe

The King and Queen of Calidum have married you off to the Supreme Leader of the First Order to protect their people. Although fearful, you use what little hope you have to try your best to survive through the newfound predicament you're in... only to find out the Force has more in store for you and Kylo Ren. ORIGINAL STORY: COMPLETED (2019) PREQUEL STORY: COMPLETED (2020) SEQUEL STORY: ONGOING (2021) .・゜゜・　FYI　・゜゜・． ○ THIS IS A READER INSERT ○ NSFW (18+) + ANGST ○ ALTERNATE UNIVERSE .・゜゜・　RANKS　・゜゜・． ○ #1 in the KyloRen tag (6/16/19) ○ #1 in the Kylo tag (6/16/19) ○ #5 in the StarWars tag (2/7/20) ○ #1 in the SW tag (7/12/20) ○ #1 in the BenSolo tag (9/12/20) ○ #1 in the KyloxReader tag (1/5/21) ○ #4 in the AlternateUniverse tag (1/5/21) ○ #1 in the Kylo tag (2/20/21) ○ #3 in the KyloRen tag (3/24/21)

"manihlapinatapai" (n). a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other one would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin ------------------------ all you have ever known was pain; the pain of losing everything and everyone. so you decided to shut it off and shut everybody out, but little did you know you'd find yourself struggling to regain that power when you come across the most feared man in the galaxy. power runs through him, he feeds off it. but so do you. •suggested 17+ •mature content •trigger warning

*Story containes MATURE & EXPLICIT CONTENT* THIS IS A SEQUEL / PART 2. Read "Stall" before this book, unless you just like spoiling things for yourself. If that's the case, you do you boo. "Something can be both delicate and violent" *** Harry lowers his eyes at me as he backs me up against the wall, the red lighting only making him look more menacing "You wanted the bad guy Abby? Wanted the villain?" My heart his running a hundred mile an hour when my breathing hitches in my throat as his hand comes up to wrap his long fingers tight around my jaw forcing me to look him in the eye. "Well now you've got him" He leans his face close to mine, his voice dropping to a low warning murmur that has my stomach hitting the floor. "...Run little mouse" *** BOOK STARTED JULY 1 2019 COMPLETED JULY 2021