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Falling | BxB de ElijahDiva
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Benny Parker is a quiet nerd with some dark secrets, but keeping to yourself is hard when you're the bullies favorite toy Miles Thompson is an energetic, loyal jock who is trying to come to terms with his sexuality, but that's hard when everyone expects you to be perfect. What happens when their paths intertwine one fateful day? Tw's (these are not included at the top of chapters) Self Harm Suicide Hospital Death Homophobia Smut Abuse This story is not promoting, encouraging, romanticising or glorifying topics such as abuse, suicide, self harm, disordered eating, sexual abuse/misconduct or anything like that, it is just showing what the affects of it can be like especially for LGBT+ young people. Please be respectful in the comments and if anyone is struggling do reach out for support! There is support out there and you are not alone!
Bruised Innocence de ArwinRArfield
ArwinRArfield
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An innocent boy gains the attention of a senior jock of the school. The journey home after a joyride scars his soul and takes him to a new level of solitude and understanding of this world. Will he ever be able to heal after someone brutally shattered his innocence and move on or will he plunge deep down the roads of depression and change for the worse? They say that holding on to pain only hurts you but how do you let something like that go?
Where The Light Doesn't Reach de AnxiousStar
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Where The Light Doesn't Reach is a raw and unflinching young adult contemporary novel that explores the lingering effects of trauma, mental illness, and the desperate search for connection. Carter has spent years perfecting the art of disappearing-hiding behind oversized hoodies, avoiding touch, and keeping people at arm's length. But when Gray, a persistent and enigmatic classmate, forces his way into Carter's life, the walls Carter has spent years building begin to crack. As the two navigate an unexpected friendship, Carter is confronted with the past he's tried so hard to bury. But survival comes at a cost, and facing the darkness means risking everything. Told in a gripping first-person narrative, Where The Light Doesn't Reach is about resilience, found family, and the struggle to believe in a future when the past won't let go. Content warnings: S/A, neglect, suicidal thoughts, loss/grief, self-harm, homophobia, slurs, physical violence, physical abuse, mental abuse, mental illness, recovery
Left out. . . {bxbxb} de Thatgayshipperlol
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Andrew has been happily dating his boyfriend, Derek, for years. But when a new boy comes into both of their lives, it opens Andrew's eyes to who his boyfriend really is. Andrew wants to break up with him, but he has too many happy memories with Derek. But he emotionally, and physically, can't be with him any longer. ⚠️TW: Rape⚠️ ⚠️DON'T READ IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THIS⚠️ (COVER MADE BY NoBoDy_WaNtEd)
A Sinner's Obsession  de Prettywildd
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"You're mine, Julian. And no one, and I mean No. One. Touches what's mine." •THE OBSESSED I'm Obsessed. I can't control it. His body. His heart. His life. I want it all. I want him. He's mine. And nothing's going to stop me from claiming what's mine. Not even him. I am his professor. It's wrong. Unholy. Forbidden. But even my name is a sin in itself. •THE OBSESSION All I ever wanted was a normal life. A one where I study, play in my band's concerts, and live a happy, decent life. A one where I'm no one's fixation. But he teared that dream apart and made me watch it burn. Made me watch as he became the king of ashes. My ashes. My stalker, my shadow, the man who's obsessed with me. The man who suffocates me In the best way possible. I'm his obsession. And he won't stop until I'm his. Nothing but a possession of his. He wants to own my body, my life, and most importantly, my heart. Nothing can stop him. Not even me. A Sinner's Obsession is a dark MM romance featuring an unhinged man who has an obsession, and won't stop until he claims it. If you want to see who wins in this war of desire and logic, click on that first chapter and believe me, you won't regret it! Marked mature for sexual scenes (smut/spice) And for violent scenes (NOT BETWEEN THE MAIN LEADS) and a LOT of other stuff. For a more detailed list of trigger warnings check the author's note which is right before the first chapter. All rights reserved to me, Prettywild. Happy reading! XOXO <3
Bent (Boyxboy) de CaitlynFournier
CaitlynFournier
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Sebastian has been through a lot after realizing that he was gay. His parents took it in stride but his school and town were less than friendly about it. Danny and his younger brother have been abused ever since their older brother had mysteriously died one day. Sebastian transferred to a new school after something happened over the summer something he never wants to think about again....the reason for his scars... Forced to work together in school Danny and Sebastian get to know each other, but is it just a friendship or maybe something else? ***TRIGGER WARNING for some of the subjects that the story touches on*** **Just changed the name from "Only For You" to "Bent" the name just sounds cooler :3 The story is available on Amazon in Paperback and Kindle, and Kobo :) if you want the complete edited version.
Love U Max Ellis (bxb) ✔️ de Iris-hope
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A misdelivered love letter meant for the school's cheerleader lands in her twin brother's locker, sparking an unexpected friendship that forces Oliver to face family secrets, his identity, and his growing feelings for the one boy he was never supposed to love. *** Oliver Grant wasn't trying to fall for Max Ellis. He had one job: slip a love letter into locker 166 and finally confess to Kate Ellis - the cool, untouchable cheerleader of his teenage dreams. Instead, it ends up in locker 168. Which belongs to Max Ellis - Kate's twin brother. Broody. Quiet. Star football player. Definitely not the person Oliver was supposed to fall for. And the worst part? Since that day, Max Ellis has been way too interested in Oliver Grant - showing up, sitting too close, smiling like he knows exactly what he's doing. The more Oliver tries to avoid him... ...the harder Max makes it to walk away. Now Oliver's life is spiraling into awkward hallway run-ins, mixed signals, and a growing suspicion that maybe - just maybe - the wrong locker wasn't a mistake at all.
It All Started With A Kiss [BxB] ⚣ de wambuimuiruriii
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Dylan Holland has finally returned to New York City after vacationing for a year in Ireland with his father Don Whittaker and his father's husband Carson Lee Jones. He's returned just in time for his final year of high school, however during that year overseas, a lot had changed at Averin High, and while his reception was widely received positively, there was one person who didn't seem to care about him at all anymore. Isiah Jacobs. His best friend that stopped talking to him completely right after the night before his flight to Ireland. Right after he kissed Dylan out of nowhere, altering the dynamic of their friendship forever. *Sequel to I Did Not Have Sexual Relations With That Woman (was removed on Wattpad and is on Inkitt) which is a spinoff to The CEO's Trilogy and Derek
Lust For Value (Boyxboy)✔︎ de L01ita_MP4
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A story of two enemies attached and captivated by lust and value. "You act like you can't stand me...But the moment I get my hands on you, you're like putty." 18-year-old Addison Westbrook swears up and down that he hates Oliver Beckett. Even with their occasional fucks, he calls him his enemy. Everyone needs someone that makes them feel admired and cherished. Oliver Beckett just happened to be Addison's person. What happens when they both get hooked, physically and emotionally? Contains smut #2 in Attached- 1/18/22🩰 #5 in Freethelbgt-2/4/22🤹🏾♀️ #4 in Queer-2/12/22👩🏾⚖️ #5 in Mxm-2/14/22🩰 #4 in Manxman-2/14/22🤹🏾♀️ #1 in Gayerotic-2/15/22👩🏾⚖️ #1 in enemieswithbenefits - 2/19/22🩰 #2 in pride- 2/19/22🤹🏾♀️ #2 in boyxboyromance- 2/21/22👩🏾⚖️ #2 in freethelgbt- 3/8/22🙋🏾♀️ #3 in queer - 3/10/22 🤹🏾♀ #1 in gaylove - 3/18/2022👩🏾⚖️ #4 in enemies-3/31/2022 🙋🏾♀️ #3 in lgbtrights- 4/6/2022🙋🏾♀️🚶🏾♀️ #2 in gaypride - 4/26/2022🙋🏾♀️💃🏾 #1 in mlm- 4/26/2022🙋🏾♀️🚶🏾♀️ #1 boyxboyromance- 5/12/2022🩰 #1 in teenromance- 6/23/2022🙎🏾♀️ #9 in gay- 6/23/2022👏🏾 #1 in freethelgbt -6/29/2022🙎🏾♀️ #1gayfiction -8/13/2022💃🏾 #1 in pride - 2/ 20/ 2023💃🏾🩰 It's still something ✋🏾 #21 in Bxb- 4/18/22
Once in a Lifetime {BxB English} de Iris_Hayley
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They say you only fall in love once. For Ody and Mano, that once changed everything. In a world where love isn't always safe, and pain comes hand-in-hand with desire, two straight boys find each other in the middle of grief, trauma, and secrets that refuse to stay buried. Mano doesn't do vulnerability. Aggressive, tattooed, cold, and impossible to like, he plays the villain on purpose, because being hated is safer than being seen... and losing someone again would destroy him. Ody can't help but care. Bright, extroverted, charming and painfully sincere, he's the kind of boy who notices when you're hurting, even when you pretend you're not. He remembers your birthday, offers you the last slice, and apologizes even when it's not his fault. When their lives collide, nothing about them makes sense, except the way they keep gravitating toward each other. Sparks fly, but so do secrets, buried trauma, and a love neither of them is ready for. One of them hides behind silence. The other hides behind smiles. Together, they're wildfire. But not all fires survive the storm. The forbidden love between a broken boy and a lost one. A bond that refuses to break, even as the world tries to tear them apart. 🖤COMPLETED🖤 ! Warning : contains mature content and very dark themes including bullying, violence, strong language, explicit sexual scenes. Intended for readers 18 years and older. #1 bxb / 1,5k. stories #1 lgbt / 1,5k. stories #1 bl / 1,5k. stories #1 boyxboy / 1,5k. stories