"The past is the past and I am letting it kill me." Betrayed and forgotten. Lonely. No forgiveness. No trust. The past defines who you are - there's no option of going back and fixing it. It will get in your way. It will hold you back. It will destroy you. Slowly but surely. But someone out there can fill your void. Can help you heal. Can make it all better. All you have to do is take a risk: trust that person. Tokyo Ghoul characters are © by Sui Ishida. ^.^ !Warning! Story contains violence, gore (blood), dark themes (for ex. depression) and cursing. If something seems to be too triggering, I'll mention it at the top of a chapter. FYI: My notifications for this story are broken, if I don't reply to your comment and it was a question or smth, feel free to send me a message :)

This is a story where you meet Suzuya and you are a ghoul. This is an AU so he is super strong and so are you. In here you can eat some food even though you hate it. And Suzuya has a dick here. And if you have any complains, then don't comment it, just keep it to yourself and don't read my story because I will stop updating it if people comment dumb things that I've already explained. Thank you and enjoy.

Author's note

NO LONGER UPDATING. There's not enough Juuzou love, so I decided to write a small(or big)collection of Suzuya Juuzou one-shots. I hope you enjoy! ○( ＾皿＾)っ Gender neutral pronouns are used~ (Though I haven't fully edited everything, so just switch the pronouns with neutral ones. edit: not gonna fix pronouns. takes too much time. i'm lazy. sorry.) Stories are written by me, so they're mine!^^ *I don't own Suzuya Juuzou or Tokyo Ghoul. They belong to Ishida Sui*