Simon finds Baz's diary after flipping their room upside down in a fit of rage. Except it's locked... Then Simon agrees to do a 'favour' for Baz. Simon didn't know it would mean going to Baz's home and having to pretend to be his boyfriend during winter break. The diary is his only way out. Though he can't seem to find that damn key...

"we all have something we want to hide, no one is perfect it's just lies." - a story in which the broken luke hemmings falls in love with his bandmate, michael clifford, who seems to be the most perfect thing in his eyes, but doesn't know has actually a few secrets himself. *trigger warning* contains eating disorders, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, and depression.

Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his own depression that Phil is struggling with bulimia, and that he's equally good at hiding his dark thoughts as Dan. And as Dan walks through the streets alone at night getting high to escape from the hell he's trapped himself in, will he be able to see that maybe the happiness he craves so desperately is not on the streets in the form of white pills, but inside his own apartment in the form of Phil Lester? Or will it be too late... WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, USE OF DRUGS, VIOLENCE, HIGH LEVELS OF ANGST, BULIMIA, AND THEMES OF SUICIDE. IT IS NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS.

a world in which dan howell struggles with depression, his 'friend' phil lester attempts to help him through it. but is it that easy?

"I never thought it would hurt so much losing someone you never had, but now I understand" Luke was 17 when it happened. Michael was 14 when it happened. And those two facts, were exactly why it happened. -How Michael lost Luke to his own ways. And Luke lost himself to Michael. © michaelsbedroom 2015

This is just an interview Josh did on Mental Health in 2011 I think.

Sequel to Words. After Michael's suicide attempt the boy is placed immediately into a medically induced coma. He's being kept alive by machines, but at least he's alive. Michael's far from stable and so is Luke. And where Michael loved words, he's left everyone, most importantly Luke, speechless.

COMPLETED. He's not strong, or brave, or even smart. He believes himself ugly, useless and his parents enforce it every day. He has nothing and no one. Well, Michael has nothing but words. Words and a certain Luke Hemmings.

Michael would do anything for his family. He would kill, and he has. Luke would do anything for his family. He would let the love of his life go, and he has. (#137 in fanfiction)