After I had Jordan I had picked Chris, he was the love of my life and the father of my angel, of course I picked him. But soon we realized it was time to settle down and be grown, with the baby there and all. So we moved into our own apartment where we planned on staying. It was a nice place,and Troye and his fiancé Jai lived right downstairs which made it even more perfect. The only thing missing was Luke, and what hurt the most was he was actually missing. After the decision, he came out that he was bi sexual and I guess we all kind of already knew, so obviously it wasn't a problem. But then he met this guy and ran away with him without a word, and we haven't heard from him since. Now, 4 to almost 5 years later. Chris and I live a pretty distant but love filled life with Jordan who's about to start school. But then Chris gets offered a touring contract and shit hits the fan because he decides to leave, without Jordan and I, and something happens to him.

Chris pulled me by the wrist slightly to keep me back. We looked at each other while we stood by the car. He rested his hands in my hips. "So....." he said nonchanantly, "I was thinking... maybe if you wanted go hang out tomorrow..." he smirked, "no offence, but just me and you.."  i smiled and looked away from him, down the street... at the tree in front of Luke's house... anywhere but his eyes. I knew if I looked at him I would blush redder than roses... but i had to. I looked him in the eye, surprised as my cheeks felt only slightly warm. "Are you asking me on a date.." I asked slowly, like if I said the words to fast he'd miss them and change the subject. His radiant green eyes looked into my dull hazle ones like I was what he'd been waiting for his whole life..... maybe I was. "Only if you say yes..." he said hesitantley... "But even if you said no... you really have no choice.." he joked. We laughed together. I played with the zipper of his sweater. "I'm sorry..  don't really like you like that.." I said through a small smile. I tried to contain my laughter when I saw confusion take over his radiant eyes but couldnt. He looked at me as I laughed into his chest. I could hear his heart beat, his lungs filling with air and letting air out.. again and again. I tuned my head so my lips were grazing his neck slightly.. only when he moved. "Of course I like you like that.. " I whispered. He let out a sigh of relief. "Pick me up tomorrow after school... at my house." I said as I pulled away, getting into the car. His eyes stared into mine as i closed the door and rolled down my window, "See you tomorrow.." he leaned into the window kissing me gentley on my cheek. "Good bye Gorgeous.." he said quietly. He stepped back as Luke pulled out of his drive way and down the street. We sat in silence for a few minuets. "You really like him..." he said to me as i stared out he window. I looked at him and smiled. "I always have...."