So basically i think i was born very much an idealist and very much innocent. I loved everything and anything and all was quite beautiful. But see the thing is, people grow up. And i did it. I didn't know how to handle it. To be fully honest, I'm not quite sure I always will. But masyahallah, I can seek solace in the fact that Allah swt will always help and guide me through. So I have a lot to say. I don't even know where to start. But I do know this, I think, Alhamdulillah, that this time I've found a stable muse for my thoughts and writings and a very genuine one. After reading millions of others' novels and fanfiction and academic papers, it recently clicked that I was going about it the entirely wrong way. In my love for the people around me, I've concerned and grounded myself so much upon them that I lost myself when they have to leave my life. Insyahallah I won't make the same mistakes again. And this is how I try...

Layla Shay wanted to go to Averton Sixth Form College to make her parents proud. She was also pretty sure a school like Averton wouldn’t have too much drama. Even so, she was indifferent to the thought of boyfriends, love, partying and all the other crazy things teenagers did these days. She was simply content in her little bubble. The only thing that proved she was still like any other teenager was that she was always on her phone all the time. Texting, Twitter, Instagram, you name it, she’s on it. She loves to socialize online. However, a tinge of good looks, a dash of charm and a sprinkle of edginess popped that beautiful bubble she kept herself in. Watch Layla Shay’s story unfold as her hormones kick in and she falls hard, for a guy she never pictured in her wildest dreams. Her love blossoms but all...online? [So I’m going to do something a little different here by not telling you who this guy is. I feel like that kinds of ruins the whole story because you'll already know who the guy is and you’re expecting it. So please stay with me here and give it a shot. I promise you it will be interesting.]