Set after Captain America: The Winter Soldier. Bucky is lost, without a purpose and brainwashed within an inch of his life. S.H.I.E.L.D and Hydra have both fallen and without anyone to stop him, Bucky intends to find out who he is - or who he was - before Hydra took away every last inch of him. Steve is left recovering from the catastrophe, but knows that Bucky is still out there, and that Bucky needs his help. Steve will do everything in his power to help his best friend find out who he is again. How far would you go to help your friend recover their mind? How long would you try for? Steve knows it isn't going to be easy, and wants to set Bucky on the road to recovery; but confusion and nostalgia hides around every corner. If Bucky is to find himself once again, Steve is going to have to face some hard truths about how he lost his friend and see him through every step of the way as he recovers, seeing him through the good times, and the bad. They might soon realise that the question "Who am I?" carries so much more than a name and a face.

Pairing: Sebastian Stan/Reader Rating: NC-17 POV: YOU. WARNING: Mentions of suicide. Mentions of drug abuse. Graphic scenes of attempted suicide. Mentions of depression. Mentions of various mental illnesses. Proceed with CAUTION. Summary: "I know you want to leave. But friend, please, don't take your life away from me." - Friend, Please ; Twenty Øne Piløts -- !!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!!

Bunch of short stories.Compiled together to make a book :) All about the Romanian actor Sebastian Stan. Please feel free to drop comments and requests!