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BETTER VERSION --> http://www.wattpad.com/story/6528866-fake-smiles-and-stupid-lies-better-version-boyxboy THANK YOU Christopher grew up in a family that doesn't exactly respect gays. The one thing that they don't know is that with every joke and comment that leaves their lips, harms Christopher in more ways then one. Christopher hates the way his parents treat people and sometimes he wishes he didn't have to deal with all of the pain. Then a new face shows up in Christopher's life, giving him hope and possibly happiness. But how long can happiness last with parents that don't approve?

Please read if: ~ You've tried but failed, ~ Self harm ~ Tell yourself negative thoughts, ~ You just fucking don't deserve a happy life. But whatever the reason is, fuck that reason. Fuck everyone else. Fucking press that button and read this. NOW. Press it now. It will help. Please.

These arent the kinda poems where people are gonna find answers to their problems. These are my questions.

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Have you ever felt different because you are you? Don't worry, your not the only one.

After living with his gay parents and pretending he's someone he's not for two years, Andy finally cant take it anymore. He's pretending to be straight, holding back everything and fooling around with girls he doesn't even know just to keep his cover and false reputation. What he doesn't know is that his Junior year is going to change his life completely. But will it be for better or worse?