It's 1950 and the only way adults can have some sort of fun is by secret strip clubs. The burlesque behind the abandoned building and under the motel. Ryan Ross was just looking for his usual that night, chics and men. He was on his usual search but the music seemed to attract him more than any other man or woman in the bar. He found that the man behind the music, in a gold mask, was much more interesting. "He smirked and nodded up at the masked singer, giving him his attention. The music man gave him a side smirk and sang more confidently." ('But it's better if you' do based)

It's been 1 year since the split. Brendon isn't taking things to well, even with the help of Spencer, he still feels like a big piece of himself was taken out. So he takes matter into his own hands and deals with the problem but only to find out that it's not as easy as it seems.

A summary of this Ryden Fanfic- -Brendon is hella gay -The Coach can't take the gay -Spencer is just really cool the whole time -Ryan is a cutie

Ryan loves many things about Brendon, the list can go on. But he keeps little notes in a box, under the bed to remind himself of those things.

Brendon is a interesting teenager. He wasn't like most people, at all. He is a sass master, funny,charming, and so on. At school, he didn't really have any friends. He thinks people are too scared of him because of his sassy comebacks. He doesn't mind loneliness at school, only at home he cares. Unlike other kids, his parents weren't home all the time. They had work all the time, and only came home at 1 am, then left at 7 am. Only because his family was poor and couldn't pay for everything their selves. Brendon had a job as a Smoothie maker to help pay for their little house. It's basically a cabin on the side of the mountain. Brendon came home on day from work and found a kitty, a black kitten in the forest that was abandoned. He of course, took it in. He thought it would be great to have company in this lonely house. Little does he know of the secrets that lie beneath the kitten, that he named Ryan. Fluffy for short. One day Brendon came home and everything changes once he sees Ryan, different Ryan. Only to see that Ryan isn't exactly a cat.

After 17 years of being verbally,physically, and sexually abused by his dad, Ryan Ross kills him. Ryan is then put into an adoption home owned by the Urie family ;). What will happen?

As a widow, Ryan didn't think much of dating. But then Brendon came along and, well, Ryan got confused when Brendon changed his statement about jail and rotting corpse's to drowning in a urinal that holds more than one drop of holy water. I mean, do you understand him? 'Cause Ryan doesn't.

So Brendon has a stutter. The thing about him is that he tends to always be a failure in front of the cute boy with a briefcase. He tries to be smart in their english class to impress the boy, but ends up making a fool out of himself with his geeky perks. Those big black framed glasses can't exactly help him see around his crush.

Ryan finds out he has a deadly STD, he tries to live the rest of his life to the fullest. When he goes out for his daily donut at the campus bakery, he meets young Brendon. A happy go lucky music major. Ryan quickly takes a liking to the boy and quickly befriends him. The more secrets the two share, the more Ryan finds himself falling for him.

Brendon Urie is the name. The name of the blind boy that no one talks to. In that school of disabled kids that have things with their troubled selves. He then meets a boy in one of classes, but with the issue of not seeing, he doesn't know exactly what is happening. The other boy's name is Ryan. He has the disability of not being able to hear through one ear and having really bad panic attacks that can result to hospital service. The two boys learn about each other, and get closer even though Brendon can't see. Ryan learns to accept Brendon no matter what, and becomes really reaally protective over the blind boy.