"It's okay, Jack" he whispered quickly, trying to offer some comfort. He'll never know how much I appreciate that from him. He'll never know. I can't ever let him know, and I can't let him get any closer to me. I have to let him go, and that thought alone makes me want to tear myself apart. *** Jack Barakat lived a simple life, with a simple schedule to go along with it, until he met a particularly destructive boy. Head over heels, he is desperate to be enough, resulting in a painfully escalating eating disorder that has him sent to the Teen Psychiatric ward of Valley Springs hospital, where he will meet Alex Gaskarth a year later. Alex, a self proclaimed walking disaster, puts it on himself to help Jack better himself so he can be released. Will his attempt to help make or break Jack? Is the eating disorder Jacks only problem? And is their relationship bound to become more? (Trigger warnings listed on intro chapter)

kelly barakat is jack barakat's sister who falls in love with jack's best friend alex gaskarth. this is their story together

An awesome Vic And Kellin Love story. Vic finally musters up the courage to announce his love for Kellin Quinn. From that moment forth, both of their lives have changed forever. Can the love stricken duo survive? Or will they just shatter into a million pieces that will have to be put back together again?

It all began with a kiss, with Alex, my best friend, my band mate, which got me thinking, am I gay? The audience was yelling now. "Do it! Do it! Do it! Do it!" They chanted. I blinked, confused. "What?" Alex asked a fan. "Okay" he murmured and made his way over to me. I raised at eyebrow but he didn't say anything. He grabbed my face and softly pecked me on the lips. Dumbfounded I just stood there. "Alright!" Alex picked up the mic skillfully. "This ones called weightless. Hit it!" The drums kicked in and I played as alex pranced around on stage. After that show, fans ordered us to kiss at every venue we performed at. Became a regular thing I guess. I just wished the kisses would last longer... So I admit. I, Jack Barakat, have a crush on my best friend and fellow bandmate, Alex Gaskarth.

What would you do if you fell in love with someone and unintentionally pushed them so far off the brink that they left you? Would you fall apart? Would you try to get him back? Or could you live your life knowing that you love him with all your heart and all you want is for him to be happy... My name is Hannah Robertson and when things go wrong for me, they really take a nose dive. I don't believe in fairy tale endings where the guy gets the girl and they ride off into the sunset on a white stallion. While it really can sound nice, I just want one thing: I want to fix things with the man who stole my heart. Kellin Quinn and I used to be one of those couples that people would look at and say "Gosh, why don't they just get married already?". We were a disgustingly in love set of people and well, I ruined it. There isn't much to say to that...but I did, I ruined it and I know there is no going back. But when I receive an invitation to Kellin's wedding, I wonder if fate is playing a cruel joke on me. I know it's no longer a matter of if I want him or not: it's more like can I love him enough to let him go?

I ran. I ran and never expected to look back. But it's hard to not look at your past, especially when Kellin Quinn was included. When you ruined his marriage. When he isn't over you. ***MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING!!!*** (in process of editing)