DISCLAIMER: This is not my story!! However, I really love this fan fiction and I think more people should read it, so I've decided to repost it! Be sure to check out the original post by Lvckyphan at: https://archiveofourown.org/works/9234194?view_full_work=true In other words, I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I did, despite how sad it is. I recommend you read this in private, as it is a very emotional story. That being said, be sure to go show some love to the author at the link above! Author: Lvckyphan Published: 2017-01-07 Completed: 2017-03-06 Rating: Mature Archive Warnings: -Graphic Depictions Of Violence -Major Character Death -Rape/Non-Con -Underage

Having acquired a large audience of fans after his debut album, Bitter Disappointment, Dan Howell now finds himself owning a record company. Howell Records, to be exact. He spends his days sucking on cigarettes and writing songs that never see the light of day. With autumn rolling in Dan hires an assistant, Phil Lester, who only dreams to live the life of his boss. With nothing but a battered down acoustic guitar Phil creates lyrically genius songs that intrigue Dan. rockstar!dan x assistant(wannabe rockstar)!phil

Phil Lester is a YouTuber who lives in London. He has a following of, just recently, 4 million people. He has been making a name for himself. He loves his job, but he is missing something. Dan Howell is a law school drop out from the University of Manchester. He has been doing YouTube since he graduated high school. He now does YouTube full time. He has a following of six million people. He still feels lonely. What happens if Dan and Phil never met in 2009? In a world where Dan and Phil aren't "Dan and Phil", will the phandom still ship them? Will fate intervene? Warnings: Language, Depression, Self-Harm, Hospitals Cover Art credit: http://maddox-rider.tumblr.com/

A nickname that goes bitter in your mouth. Cries for help that no one listens to. Gentle hands that make you quake on the ground you're standing on. When Phil first met Nico, he thought he was a gift from the heavens. But behind the mask lies something daunting, something unnerving, that Phil never foresaw. Through his journey, he finds solace in Dan, the regular at his workplace, who seems to be the only one who sees through Nico's mask to the darkness underneath.

Dan and Phil are both seniors and active members of the drama club. This year, Dan fully intends to get the lead and take it away from Phil. However, when he finds out that Phil and him are casted as a couple, things get heated.

Dan Howell is an unemployed musician looking for a job. He walks into a pub one night after a long day of job hunting and spies a piano in the corner with a "pianist needed" sign on it. He turns to the bartender to ask about the position but is stunned speechless by the beautiful person he sees.

"I know we're young, but we have the kinda love that could last forever" in which Phil is selectively mute but Dan can't hear so that's okay March 19 2017 - January 30 2018 #890 in fanfiction

in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phil wonders why.

Working at a bakery has its perks, like meeting the love of your life. *im updating I promise 9/15/2020 Copyright © 2016

phil lester is one of the most popular kids at school. in a game of truth or dare, he is dared to kiss dan howell, the weird quiet kid that no one seems to talk to or even acknowledges. //lower case intended// also, excuse the weird writing in some of the chapters. im trying to go back and fix them, but it's taking a while so :/