Disclaimer: this book ended up being more fluffy than smutty coz I lost inspo...I'm sorry 🥺👉🏾👈🏾 MORE IMPORTANT DISCLAIMER: this book is a mess, honestly don't read it lol. I lost interest and threw in random things. ---- "I'll lick you up and down before giving you countless hickeys. I'll pump you until you reach your climax and swallow every last drop of your nut. I'll pop your pink flushed dick into my mouth for a second round before letting you come in my mouth. Then will the fun begin. I'll start by thrusting into your tight ass nice and hard for the first few minutes. I'll pump you again as I stir up your insides and mix you up. I'll make it messy and squishy inside. I'll make it so wet that the next time I won't need any lube. I'll let you ride me like a cowboy would a bull and when you're ready... I'll send my cum shooting so far up your ass you'll taste it. I won't stop there either. I'll like your hardened nipples as I slowly thrust in and out. I'll kiss you and suck you neck. I'll make you love me. And when you think you've had enough, I'll cum again and so will you. You'll scream my name and I'll whisper cute 'I love you's' in your ear. You'll whisper them back. And I'll kiss you until we climax again. I'll pull out of you and let you breath into my mouth. I'll kiss you once more before finally letting you rest." ~~~~ Cover by: Ayahs_Graphics ~~~~

BL one shots, mostly smut

Two boys grow up in two different worlds. One from a wealthy and prestigious household while the other from a struggling and lower class family. Despite their backgrounds, Johnny and Timmy end up falling for each other. Having different personalities, backgrounds, and views of the world, their journey to being lovers is full of laughter, tears, and heart warming moments along with fights, misunderstanding, and people who will hinder their relationship. It's up to Johnny and Timmy to persevere through it all if they want to be together. A/N: Heavily inspired by Are You Addicted by Chai JiDan and the Chinese drama called Addicted or Heroin and the famous CP YuZhou. I support these two along with other BL CPs, but mostly YuZhou and QingYu. I'm a firm believer that you can love anyone you want as long as they're willing to love you back. Jiayou! Completed: heavily editing currently

Fisher is attending Julliard to follow his dream of being a famous piano player, but his dreams are put on hold when his dad starts a relationship with a woman from his old town and it open old scars that he thought were heal and shut, he started to remember bad memories about the boy he once hurt emotionally and physically when they were younger and as if his actions weren't enough the poor boy started getting bullied by the other kids in school,Fisher decided not to help and oh what a mistake that was. Brian changed since he was 9 years old he realize everyone is not a friend, they all end up hurting you so what does he do, he shuts off he doesnt let anyone in not even his mother, he build the biggest wall in history around his heart and the only person he trusts enough to let him in is his dad and that's why he moved to Paris with him once he divorced his mom, now he's back into the USA to visit his mother and her new family finding the biggest and cruelest surprise of his life.

Keegan is a boy who loves affection. He's usually quite peppy and excitable, but everything in life has turned against him. He ends up locking away his emotions and making himself distant from the world, trying to avoid further suffering. He's left a shell of his former self, struggling to get through life. He decides to take time away from his abusive life by going on a week long school trip to collect his thoughts. He is placed in situations he couldn't have imagined. Theo is a laid back jock. He can come off as aggressive and bossy, usually around his friends, though he has a heart and can be quite kind. His life is hectic and full of annoying people. His parents are inconsiderate, his friends are clingy and loud, and the rest of the school sucks up to him, which he doesn't received well. He just wants to be left alone. After deceiving his clingy friends he snuck away on the school trip, hoping he could finally get some peace and quiet. This trip would hold some surprises for him, and maybe even change his life. What future will await these two? Are they destined for greatness, or despair?

EXTRA! EXTRA! READ ALL ABOUT IT! It's been nearly a year since Mikinnely Highs most scandalously popular boys (Derek James & Evan Staton) have become an official couple and now the two are starting college with a bang! Impulsive Derek has asked Evan to move in together and while Evan is highly tempted by the thought of waking up every morning next to his boyfriend, he can't help but feel cautious. Dereks parents have been fighting lately and he feels that THAT'S Dereks ulterior motive. To get away from the fighting, not actually wanting to move in together to strengthen their relationship. And there's the matter with the mysterious boy who keeps trying to break them apart. Who is he and why does it seem like he has something against Derek? Then Derek makes everything worse when he decides that maybe he should join the military, something Evan isnt too enthused about. With so much drama swirling around the new couple, their still fragile relationship may break and if it does, who will be the first to walk away? .....No one, if mischievous Giovanni Moretti (I Tempted Him With A Kiss) gets his way but then again, he's having his own relationship issues. He loves his possessive boyfriend Hunter with a passion but he just cant seem to get over adorably sweet Nick. If he had his way, he'd keep both but thats just absolutely scandalous! He takes a vow of celibacy until he can figure out his erratic emotions but that isn't exactly working out so well, especially when theres so much hormones flying all over the place, mainly his own.

Everyone at school knows the name Tate Giardino. Why? He makes it known. He wants all eyes on him, all the time. When one attempt for the spotlight goes awry, the social outcast Callum Cook is the one to save him. Imagine Tate's shock, because Callum is quiet, cold, and a victim of bullying from Tate’s friends. Tate is now desperate for one person's attention, and that's Callum's. What will he do to get it, and will he like what he finds when he gets closer to Callum?

Life is funny when you look back on it, in fact the core of the word ‘life’ says it all, ‘if’. Life is full of ‘What if’, ‘If only’ and ‘Maybe if’ moments and they tend to shape our lives, sometimes for the better and sometimes for the worse. I can only say that there are many moments when I regret not questioning the ifs, and to be honest just as many times I do not. This story is a series of 'If' moments that I experienced in my L.if.E. From my first 'Gay' experience and love, to more darker moments. I hope you will enjoy.