wasting all these tears//phan

the story behind 'dear phil' (you can find 'dear phil//phan on @jetblackhowell)

dear phil ;; phan

Dear Phil, It's three am. I can't sleep. So, I'm writing to you.

call me dan ➳ phan

just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}

Up All Night // phan

Dan Howell is an insomniac....who's scared of the dark. Only a little bit. One late night (or early morning), he decides to venture out and explore London at its quietest. He meets Phil Lester at an all-night coffee shop, and the two quickly become friends. As the friendship continues to grow, Dan has to begin facing...

drop dead ; phan

"because as you know all too well, my dear phil, i sometimes want you to just drop dead." "ah, but you see, the feeling is mutual, howell." |serialkiller!phil x depressed!dan| |lowercase intended|

fuckboy

[completed] philgon: she can fuck you good, but i can fuck you better ; copyright © 2016

colors ;; phan

"well, what can i say sweater boy, you and i mix as well as those damn paints on my brushes and the colors in those sunsets you love so much."

Misfit (Phan AU)

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

transgender ➳ phan

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

Speak up already - Phan

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

Discovering Love // phan

Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...

Alive (Phan)

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...

Human - phan

Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with ki...

Happy Little Phil, Take Dan Away // Phan

It all started with that kiss, that moment and that passion when Dan became lost and Phil was clueless but both in love. The story of a skinny love that slowly becomes into something more and at the same time something less. *Note* Depression, suicide, self-harm and things like this will be mentioned a few times in...

Shattered || Phan [COMPLETED]

shattered. ((Highest Ranking: #85 in Fanfiction)) sleepyplisetsky||2015

Infinity ~ Phan AU

Staring Competition Book #2 >••< Phan AU

The Benefits Project ; phan au

Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their y...

Brotherly love (phan)

Phil is an orphan, bullied, and living alone with no friends in a home. He does his best not to let that fact that no one seems to care about him get to him, but it's getting harder. Then a nice couple start to take interest in him, and it turns out they have a son his age, Daniel, but the love they begin to share isn...

Grim Reaper // phan

Book 1 in the Grim Reaper trilogy! Dan's just like any other person out in the world. Except he's a Reaper, someone who decides whether or not a person should die. He's had this job for as long as he remembers, and is never bothered by what he does. But when he is sent to judge Phil Lester, his life becomes harder and...

The Diary (Phan)

Dan finds Phil's journal, what happens when he reads it?

Shit Storm (A Phan Fic)

swiggity sway these blokes are gayy.

Starting Over ~ A Phan AU

A Phan AU >••< Dan and Phil have become YouTube famous, but Dan is still hopelessly in love with Phil. Will he be able to bring his friend's memory back?

Staring Competition ~ Phan AU

New kid, Dan Howell moves in to town. His first impression with the shy kid, Phil, is not great. Does that mean they will never talk to each other. No. But with all of their encounters, it gets worse and Dan is starting to look like he hates everyone. When Dan and Phil get paired in a project, things may change. There...

Princes (Phan AU)

Dan Howell. Caught in a rut for a year after moving to Orlando to become a lawyer. When that didn't work out, he moved to working at Disney World as Prince Charming. Phil Lester. Smiley and bubbly, a prince even without his title at Disney World. Flirty and handsome, he works there as Prince Eric. Little did these po...

Youth ✄ Phan

Dan and Phil live in a world where if you touch someone, you glow the color of your relationship. Green means friendship, red means enemies, and pink means love. Phil Lester is the terrifying bad boy who beats up Dan Howell for fun. Dan Howell is the cold, depressed loner who has no friends. What happens when they b...

FuckBoy ; Phan Kik AU

"Are you a fuckboy?" "Do you want me to be?" "Is it wrong of me to say yes?" "Spank me and call me princess." "Maybe I will.." • • • In this Phan Kik AU,Dan is a fuckboy and he meets Phil.Dan can be sweet and gentle but sometimes all he wants is sex nothing more than sex.Can Dan tame his inner sex demon? •Highest Rank...

phan // untitled

un·ti·tled ˌənˈtīdld/ adjective 1. (of a book, composition, or other artistic work) having no name. 2. (of a person) not having a title indicating high social or official rank. "lesser untitled officials"

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[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4