Everything Is Ephemeral - phan

Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.

dear phil ;; phan

Dear Phil, It's three am. I can't sleep. So, I'm writing to you.

late night thoughts ;; phan

You asked me if I was okay. I said yes. Why did I say yes, Dan?

control ;; phan

"goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}