After a drunken night together, Dan finds it hard to believe what happened. He starts to fill his life with worthless one night stands, trying to distract himself from what happened. Phil notices that dan is growing distant, but doesn't say anything. He won't admit it hurts him that the guy he loves is not the same. One thing is certain: nothing will be the same. This is my first fan fiction and there will be more chapters coming soon. So far this is pretty PG and there is nothing that will give you guys a heart attack. There will be some swearing, alcohol, and some self harm in the future. That's all the warnings I think. I have tons more ideas so let me know if you liked this fan fic, and I will make sure to post more soon!