This is my phanfic...it will be switching point of views. The first few chapters are bad but...happy phanning! (< idk...) [please note: There will be trigger warnings. I will put warnings before and after every scene, and I try to make them small so you don't miss much] -Keep fighting, C

13-year-old Iris has been living her life trapped in lonely foster homes. She's moved almost every month, due to being antisocial and distant towards the families. Nobody seems to understand the trauma she's dealing with; the memories of her biological family constantly haunting her. It's impossible for her to feel a sense of safety. She never feels at home. Although she does experience times of joy, it is quite rare for her to find any source of light in her life. But there are two YouTubers who manage to give her momentary happiness. And all it takes to get their attention is one letter. Just one letter, and suddenly Iris' life is where she never thought it would be; In the caring hands of Dan Howell (danisnotonfire) and Phil Lester (AmazingPhil). [A/N: There are some triggers, but overall this fanfiction isn't centered around those things. However, there is some swearing and sexual content. You've been warned!] *I am the queen of this plot so y'all better bow down to me*

*** AN ADOPTED BY DANISNOTONFIRE AND AMAZINGPHIL FANFIC*** It's 2015. The world is loud, the lights are too bright, and everything feels like too much. Except for Dan and Phil's flat. She doesn't talk about Isabella, and she definitely doesn't talk about the way Amber left. But now, she's got a room of her own, two soft hearted internet nerds who call themselves her guardians, and a school theatre production she's trying not to panic about. She's weird. She knows that. She feels everything too much. She gets stuck in her own head, and sometimes she forgets how to be "normal." Maybe she's broken. Or maybe she's just never had the space to figure herself out.

What if the life you were living was all a lie? Lucy is the adopted child of Dan and Phil who seem to be acting weird just before she starts her new year at school. A flashback to the past where the two boys met at school reveals why.... Some mentions of suicide, death and slight gore

When Amanda takes the risk of actually coming down for interviews, she might actually get adopted. A young girl, two weird YouTubers, one big adventure! Warning: this may be triggering due to cutting. I know this said there wouldn't be Phan, but there will be :) Update: This story has been discontinued for various reasons :/

So close to breaking. She's so close. . She can't escape her thoughts. She only has her older brother left, the only thing that gives her hope. How much longer can she take it? Then it happens. That night. Everything is messed up. Everything. Will she give it all up? Or will someone save her just in time? What happenes when she ends up adopted by the one and only Dan and Phil? **TRIGGER WARNING** Contains eating disorders, self harm, suicide attempts, suicidal thoughts, depression, substance abuse, strong language, boyXboy, and much fluff. Please do not read if you may be triggered by these things. Also, if you need someone to talk to just private message me anytime :)

dan and phil are on tour yaay!!! alex a 14 year old girl goes to visit them, what she gets out of it is more then she had imagined