My whole life revolves around calories, my whole world is how much food I'm eating and portion control. I swore I wouldn't get caught, that I'd be careful, but I guess I wasn't careful enough. Starving was the only thing i was good at... the only thing I could count on. And now they're trying to take that away from me. ~about anorexia along with mentioning or bulimia and binge eating, don't read if you're triggered by the topics~ 💖

You want one thing You will do anything for it Even if you die trying.... When your mind becomes a cave of self destruction it can seem like there's no way out. Lana thought her life was normal. She had a roof over her had, clothes on her back and a 'caring' mom and there was food in the table...but one day the food on the table was no longer a desire..... ** TRIGGER WARNING FOR ALL CONTENT ** Eating disorders and suicidal idealization**

A story of a young girls battle with anorexia.