"Please," I begged, "it hurts, please stop." He looked down at me with his cold eyes and his evil grin. I wouldn't beg again. That was the last time I ever begged for anything. Although, my decision still didn't stop the screams escaping me. AU where Harry was raped and is now considered an outcast in his school. Contains sexual interaction, rape, bullying, offensive language, mention of substance abuse. Could possibly be triggering so read with caution.

{PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION - CONTAINS SUICIDE, DEPRESSION AND SELF-HARM; MAY TRIGGER} Zayn Malik, 16 year old highschool student in Bradford. No one really cared about him, or what happened to him, he was just that weird kid, Zayn Malik who never spoke to anyone and got bullied. Liam Payne, just turned 17, originally from Wolverhampton, but had recently moved to Bradford, to the exact same school Zayn happens to go to... Coincidence, much? Liam is instantly encircled in a group of friends; Harry, Niall, Louis and Josh. But what happens when a certain lonely looking boy with messy raven black locks catches Liam's eye, and Liam wants to get to know him, to help him? And despite everyone telling him Zayn is a no one, and he's not worth it, Liam still wants to knock down those walls that Zayn has built up over the years. But the thing is, will Zayn let him? And will Liam fight for him? No one's perfect, but to Liam, Zayn is the closest thing your going to get. Zayn may be broken, but all that's broke must be fixed. Zayn may not be perfect, but he's pretty close, even if he doesn't see that. He's Perfectly Imperfect, and that's the best you can ever be.

Mullingar Ireland has stories behind every hill, every hunched shoulder, and every eye. The whisper of silent prayers and arguments swirls with the wind, and the pain of heartbreak and longing skims rooftops along with the clouds. When a school shooting occurs, and everyone is caught unprepared, one student, Zayn Malik, must make a life changing decision. And that decision makes every tear that falls a little more hopeful, and every sunrise a little brighter, and every first word a little more exciting. Zayn Malik is a philosophical man, and Niall Horan just might be in love with him, and the days are full of laughter and hope, but the nights are full of gunshots and the cry of broken houses and hearts. And in the end everyone is so scared of falling behind, of getting rejected, of losing, that the only thing left is themselves, and a power within they never knew they had. This is a story of step-dads, high heels, loose woman, and Heroes. (The Little Things-Ziall and Larry- Won 1st Place In The 1DBromanceAwards Leprechaun 2013 Series & Won Most Intriguing Description)

Zayn Malik was always different compared to the other children as he grew up. He was never understood, and in turn never understood the others, so he lived in his dream world of doodles, colours and drawings. He finally reaches out to the tall, curly haired Harry Styles, but how will the popular Harry react to the quiet boy who everyone thought was mute? Zayn has so many more problems then Harry could ever understand, but how can Harry try to help the brown-eyed boy, when he barely speaks a word? [A Zarry Stylik Fanfiction that contains triggers of abuse and bullying.]

||book 1 of the akotw trilogy|| Hate, abuse, and suffering. That is the reality for 17 year old Channing Darly. She endures the abuse delivered by her stepfather, while also trying to protect her oblivious mother. In order to deal with the physical, emotional, and sexual abuse, she often finds herself turning to the blade, and taking her frustrations out on her own delicate flesh. When Channing gets the chance to meet the boys of One Direction at a local signing, she's eager and nervous to share her letters that's she's written to Niall over the past year. They develop a bond that no one seems able to explain; Channing leaves Niall with a stack of her letters, and Niall leaves Channing with the promise that he'll read them, as well as his leather bracelet to remind her that someone is thinking about her. Someone cares. Little does Channing know, that once she let's Niall into her mind and soul through her letters, he'll stop at nothing to mend her broken past. Even when she resists his advances, he lovingly kicks the walls down she's built around her heart; one kiss, one touch, and three little words at a time. They may not have known each other for long... but all they know for sure is that everything has changed... and it started with a kiss on the wrist. ||WARNING|| This story will contain sexual content, as well as many forms of abuse, including: drugs, verbal/physical/sexual abuse, and self harm. It is rated R and not intended for individuals who are underage or lack the maturity to understand such mature concepts. Also, later on, you will find some chapters have been marked as private by Wattpad because of inappropriate content-- please be sure to follow me so that you don't have any problems viewing these chapters. Feel free to watch the trailer in the media section if you need a more visual explanation as to what this story contains. <3 Mandy © 2012

"Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life" Harry Styles may seem like the happiest boy. Fame, fortune, and all the girls he could want. But behind hidden doors, he's broken. He's broken on the inside and no amount of love or patience could fix him. When he can't turn to his family, and he can't turn to the boys, he needs to find a place to vent his anger and depression. He starts a blog on a website called Tumblr, where no one knows who he is. No one can expect you to be a womanizer or role model if they don't know you're actually Harry Styles. Louis has no clue why Harry has been in his room a lot. He has no clue why Harry's always wearing tight skinny jeans instead of the baggy ones he knew the curly boy loved. But what happens when Louis walks in to ask Harry a question and finds the boy's Tumblr open? How is he supposed to handle this? Not only is his best mate living a secret online life, but he is suffering depression and has been hurting himself in so many ways. Louis can't confront him, so he does what he thinks is the right thing. He starts a blog, and starts messaging Harry anonymously. Harry seems a bit cheerier in the morning, and even starts smiling again. But what happens when they fall in love with each other, but Harry doesn't know that "CleverUsername" is actually his best mate? With love, drama, hate, and depression, can anyone ever be happy with the one they love? And most importantly, can Louis learn how to save a life?

Louis is lost, alone. Broken beyond repair like an old, worthless baby doll that a little girl drug around everywhere for years on end until the stitches began to unravel and the stuffing started falling out. Instead of stuffing though, it was crimson tears. Blood. Every person associated with Louis seemed blood hungry around the lad; his family, assholes at school, everyone. So when a raven haired babysitter was hired to watch his baby sisters (not for him; his parents have made it awfully clear he could jump off a bridge and they would celebrate) Louis begins to feel... Feel more than pain and fear and a soul swallowing self loathing that threatened to crush his most vital organ and drag him down into the black abyss that is always shadowing him, waiting for him to take one wrong step so the hellish pit could swallow him whole before he could even cry for help. Can Zayn save Louis before he cuts too deep one too many times? Or is Louis truly broken forever?

Niall is hiding behind a wall of secrets. He puts on an act for the rest of the world. He pretends like he is not completley head over heels for his bestfriend Liam. He pretends that his wrist arn't covered in scars and he pretends that he isn't starving himself. Things werent allways that bad for Niall but after a few bad jokes it becomes to much for him to handle and he is pushed over the edge. who be able to save him when Niall is not so sure he wants to be saved.

A crumbled piece of paper: deteriorated, useless to the average person, and full of imperfections. From Niall's perspective, there wasn't much of a difference between him and that of a crumbled up piece of paper. Life under his parents' roof went smoothly. At least, most of the time. Like most parents, they were a bit strict; but Niall was always rewarded. On the day of his 17th birthday, Niall found himself being thrown out by his parents, after discovering his sexuality. His older brother, Freddie, took him in right away, providing him with a new home, the material things, and the option of a new school. Upon meeting the school's hottie, Zayn, a connection was formed instantly and he found himself happier than he had been in a while; however, with happiness, there's always the devil knocking at the door and they were headed for a bumpy ride. - SubPairing: Larry

Niall Horan is just an average Highschool kid, with autism. He has no friends, and is always bullied. But Niall won't let that break him. He goes through life excepting The challenges, That autism brings.Liam Payne is a troubled kid and has been feeling really deepressed ever since the accident that changed his life. He blames him self about what happened and is having a mental break down. Now that Liams back at school, he soon discovers that his friends are hidding something from him. Will the secret tear everything apart? And will Liam follow his instincs and take his newly found feelings to heart? Or will he ignore them and let love slip from his finger tips?