WARNING: Story will heavily contain sexual/violent scenes, including: adult language, sex, violence, self harm, etc. It's the loneliest feeling in the world- to find yourself sitting down when everyone else is standing up. To have everybody look at you and say, "What's the matter with her?". I know what it feels like. Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren't sure whether you're walking toward something, or if you're just walking away. People think depression is sadness. People think depression is crying. People think depression is dressing in black. But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb. Being numb to emotions, being numb to lie. You wake up in the morning just to go back to bed again. Days aren't really days; they're just annoying obstacles that need to be faced. And how do you face them? Through medication, through drinking, through smoking, through drugs, through cutting. When you're depressed, you grasp on to anything that can get you through the day. That's what depression is, not sadness or tears, its the overwhelming sense of numbness and desire for anything that can help you make it from one day to the next. Depression is simply, yet not so simply, Desolation. My name is Brianna Rodriguez, and this is my life... before I met him. STARTED WRITING: APRIL 2014

Olivia Rose expects nothing to come out of her life after her tragic past. But after meeting One Direction, things start to change. Ater the boys take her away from her horrible life with her mother, she starts to live with them, silently keeping to herself. But when her truth comes out, Harry is determined to protect her from anything and everything. Slowly, they both start to fall for each other. Everything seems perfect, until one day. Will their love last forever like Olivia had dreamed it would? Or will something go terribly wrong, splitting them apart?

When Harry Styles finds a girl in an alley way, he expects her to gush over his heroic rescue. But instead, she doesn't utter one word to him. Who is this mysterious girl, and why doesn't she talk? And most of all, what happened that dark night in the alley way?

"But Bailey you need to promise me." I pulled my head back and looked at her. "Promise what?" "That you'll never let someone's death take over your life. That you'll never let it take your life. No matter if it's my death far in the future or an unexpected death in only a few months. Okay?" I nodded, "I promise, Sara." ~ ~ ~ Bailey broke her promise to her older sister. Deaths changed her life and left her mute. All hopes and dreams gone as disorders controlled her life. She thought life had been getting better, years later. That she might be able to live her life okay like this. Until she met him. Harry Styles. A singer in One Direction who's "spiraling out of control." When everything starts to seem hopeless for him, he meets somebody who he thought would change his life for the better. Bumpy roads may be in the way, but in the end. He was right. Follow their journey and learn of Bailey's past in, Speak For Me.

Book One (complete). Haunted by the suicide of her older brother, Maddie Turner's life is in shambles. Her overbearing mother pushed her into acting when she was a child, and Maddie has spent the last 8 years playing herself in the biggest sitcom in America. Maddie knows who everyone expects her to be--that tv version of her--but she still doesn't know who she really is. When she meets Harry, a musician and creative writing student, she discovers her true self, the one that was hidden just under the surface all along. •on @wattpad's FEATURED LIST for fanfiction• •on @fanfic's One Direction reading list• •featured on @1dfanficrec's 'Harry Styles' list• •featured on @wpafterdark 's fanfiction list• •see my lists for translations• !! This story is rated M for Mature and contains graphic depictions of sex, as well as references to physical, emotional, and verbal abuse of children; suicide; and drug and alcohol abuse. Please proceed at your own risk. !!

Skye Collins is excited to start college but once she finds out that the college mistakenly placed her in a boy's dormitory with a mysterious and tattoo covered, Harry Styles, she is less than thrilled.

Hold on, hold onto me, cause I'm a little unsteady. || complete || || outfits and cast on my polyvor account: midnight-mem ||

The shy girl who lets herself commit to her self-conscious issues and a boy who just wants to find himself come together to try to figure out their reason in life together.

"Isn't it funny how it's the boy from the dark that helped me see the light?" - Unedited version. Go to my bio for the finished/better version *content warning: fire, bullying, violence/blood, depression, domestic abuse, sexual assault, toxic relationship centric, mention of alcoholism, emotional abuse, death, themes that could be read as self harm, suicidal ideation, bipolar disorder* Please let me know if I missed anything

"Isn't it funny how it's the boy from the dark that helped me see the light?" As celebration of the one year anniversary since the finish of my most popular story, Broken, I've decided to revisit the story in an entirely new way. The new special edition includes extended sections, updated writing, rethought scenes, and 10 added chapters. Dedicated to the lovely readers that stuck by my side through my inconsistent posting, writers block, and supported my writing from the very start. This is all for you. *content warning: fire, bullying, violence/blood, depression, domestic abuse, sexual assault, toxic relationship centric, mention of alcoholism, emotional abuse, death, themes that could be read as self harm, suicidal ideation, bipolar disorder* Please let me know if I missed anything