Dan Howell has never been the most social person. He can't be touched, or else he has a major panic attack; he's cold and distant to everyone except his best friend, Cat; all he ever really does is study. One day, an unusually perky boy moves to town and becomes extremely interested in Dan. TRIGGER WARNING: panic attacks and general anxiety

[this is the sequel to Pest] Dan graduated high school and moved onto the college of his dreams with the man of his dreams, but he still struggles with his anxiety and general aversion to people. ~this is a safe story (no cutting/suicide/etc). I will put trigger warnings at the beginning of the chapters. If you're prone to extreme secondhand embarrassment, proceed with caution ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) {I would def read Pest before you read this or you might be a lil confused}

"His eyes - oh, God, his eyes - were an entirely different story. Staring into his eyes was like staring into the summer sky just before the sunset came, before the yellow, pink, and purple clouds came to fog up your vision. They were the definition of a cloudless sky, a clear river seen running through a wide field of grass, that one, blue, sparkling diamond that stood out more than any other in a goldmine. Shining like the stars and as light as a feather, they tricked you into a strange sense of security, a state that one would be foolish to leave intentionally. Everything about his eyes was passionate, beautiful, and enticing, anything a man could ever ask for. I wanted more of his eyes, more of him." :D Thanks for checking this out! Awesome cover photo by someone who goes by the name Shuploc on Instagram - please feel free to check them out!