"I-I'm gonna go... s-shower." "M'kay." he said, "I'll be here." I ran Into his room and grabbed my shorts and a tank top from the extra dresser he kept here for me for when my mom was out of town. All I could find in my underwear were thongs, ones that I knew I didn't buy. "Brendon what the hell did you do with my regular underwear, and where did those thongs come from?" "I gave you a Victorias Secret makeover." "Oh," I blushed, "Well, thank you." I walked back into his room and undressed. I shut his door and turned the shower on to lukewarm. When I stepped in I let the water trickle down my back. I shampooed and conditioned my short hair and washed my body with all the shampoo that he kept for me. It only took another 15 minutes to shave everything. Then I stepped out into the cold air of the bathroom. I wrapped a towel around myself and dried off a bit before putting anything on. I put on my cerulean blue lace thong and bra. It was a beautiful set and I was in love with it. I started to dry my hair with a towel when I realized I left the rest of my clothes in Brendons room. I threw the towel in the hamper and looked at my shiny black toe nails as I walked into brendons room. I looked around for the clothes but all I saw was Brendon sitting on the bed. Suddenly I became more self conscious. I looked around for something to hider myself but there was nothing. Finally I saw a blanket but when I reached for it Brendon said, "No," "What?" He stood up. "I wanted to see how you looked in them." I blushed as he came closer to me and grabbed my hands. "God, you are so fucking beautiful."

I called Brendon from the motel room phone. "Hello?" "Brendon? I need you here now come the the motel down the street from the coffee place ill be waiting." I said sobbing "Babe are you okay? I'll be there in like five minutes." "That's impossible this is LA on a Friday night." "Wanna bet? I'll be there" he said and hung up. I decided to see who my rapist was so I turned on the lights. I automatically knew who he was. I ran out to find Brendon pulling up in his car I jumped in and told him to drive. "Drive me home you go spend the rest of your night with the guys ill tell you what happened when you get back." "Are you sure?" "Yes" "Okay" he said and drove me home I ran inside and automatically sobbed on the couch. I can't believe I lost my virginity to a rapist. *2 hours later* I heard the door open and close I was sitting in the kitchen with my cookies and I saw a drunk Brendon stumbling in. "Hey babe" I said walking over to him and trying to kiss him but he pulled away. "Hey! I have a girlfriend!" "Oh you do? Well I'm so sorry I didn't know! What's your girlfriends name?" I said playing along to him being drunk "Her name is Alex! And I love her very much!" "Oh you do?" "Yes! And I'm planning on proposing to her next week!" He said "You are?" I asked smiling with tears in my eyes. "Yup!" He said smiling. I hugged him crying. "Im sure shes gonna say yes" I mumbled into his ear. "I hope she does" he said "now I'm gonna sleep on the couch you sleep in the bed." "Why don't you come sleep in the bed with me?" "Okay" He said "Great!" I said and dragged him to the bed room. I threw him on the bed and cuddled up next to him. I closed my eyes and let sleep take over me

~~~SEQUEL TO I'LL FIGHT BACK~~~ Alex and Brendon are happier than ever! Braxton's healthy and happy, Alex hasn't had any bad thoughts or troubles in weeks, a year even, Brendon has his new album coming out soon, their wedding is coming up! and even the drama has finally died down! or so they thought...

Chinch