Phil Lester is gay and a neko. he lives in an abusive home and is bullied constantly where ever he is. he is anorexic and self harms whereas Dan Howell is living the dream compared to Phil, he's popular, has loads of friends, and a straight A student. when Dan sees Phil bleeding on the floor and tries to help him will he fix him or just make everything worse? This story is uploaded every Tuesday and I hope you enjoy reading. In later chapters there is smut and there is consistant mentions of self harm throughout the entirety of this book so if you don't like it or you may be triggered I strongly advise that you don't read.

(A Phan and Kickthestickz.) Dan was walking home one day, when he heard a distant "meow," coming from down the alley. He explores a bit, and finds a little black and white cat with perky ears and a visible rib-cage. So, he naturally takes it to the vet, then home. And names it Phil.