Tour life was the best life. Nothing compared!The sensational feeling of performing for thousands of people over the course of a few weeks was what I lived for. But what if it changed? What if we weren't playing to thousands of people in a few weeks? What if it was thousands of people in just one night? Well, that's what happens when you tour with a band like 5 Seconds of Summer. Bigger crowds, bigger fanbases. And suddenly, you find yourself thrust into the spotlight...

If I'm being totally honest, I kind of liked Ashton more than I let on. But of course, I had to deal with the whole "he-doesn't-like-me-back-and-never-will-and-telling-him-would-ruin-our-friendship-forever-so-let's-just-keep-my-mouth-shut" thing. Ashton Irwin smut one-shot. Enjoy!

"You can call me daddy." "You cannot be fucking serious." __________ "This is a weird part of the internet, I don't like this place." - Michael Clifford, 2020.

'Amputees suffer pains, cramps, itches in the leg that is no longer there. That is how she felt about him, feeling his presence where he no longer was.' Now I finally understood where Fermina was coming from. I finally had someone to lose. Someone I love. But now they're just someone from my past, someone I never going to get back. Now they're just.... Gone. ~ Ashton Irwin Fanfiction ~