[ Featured on Wattpad's Official LGBT+ account! ] Ashley James has tried to hide in the closet for months when she mistakingly kissed her best friend at a party - and the worst thing is, both were sober and one had a boyfriend. She lost several things that night: a $20 bill, a pack of sour patch kids, and her best friend. To bring up Ashley's confidence again, she began to date a boy named Mason Baylor. Everything about her life seemed normal - until a cute girl named May Parker came along to ruin the show Ashley was performing for friends and family, and to teach her that everything will be okay. [ cover by: @bloodytampon ] [ trailer INSIDE by: @listensoftly ]

Rebecca was just a regular 20 year old girl who is obsessed with the one and only Justin Bieber. When she gets tickets to see him in concert she doesn't know that her life is about to change forever. With an unexpected twist will she make it to the day that she has been dreaming of or it will it go all wrong?!!

HOW TO HANDLE YOURSELF AGAINST FEAR, BULLIES AND YOURSELF

*this story is very descriptive and may be considered triggering. Be in a safe frame of mind when reading* Thought wanderings of a depressed mess...No real rhyme or reason..insights about death, suicide, self injury, self hate,bullying, abuse. Allot of what if's, if only, maybe's...the emotional rollercoaster that goes with sexual abuse, physical abuse,.neglect, addictions, mental health issues, hospitalizations and family hatred. As mainly seen thru the eyes of Adalaine Marie(I am female!! trapped in a boys body) this is not just her story it's also her past. Adalaine, feels she is a horrid slut, garbage of no use to anyone but a quick fuck, a whore, not wanted by anyone but those who abused her so bad. *PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION AS THIS IS TRIGGERING AND GRAPHIC*

My first book was my hate...this will be my encouragement. Hopefully it will encourage others. Quotes, positive reinforcement, insights, favorites , some things that hopefully will make you go mmmm but in a positive way. I have a filthy mouth, speak in literal terms, don't sugar coat shit. This won't be mainly seen thru Adalaines Skyye eyes it will be a collective effort. ..like, don't like, we don't care that's your choice. If you do great!! if you don't ok. If you hate and want to leave descriptive comments that's fine too, your opinion still counts!! And thanks.

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So this is my book of poetry. it starts off with a few of my really old poems but I promise you they get better. sorry if the poems are a little depressed or kinda sad, when I write I put my emotions into it and usually I write best when I'm upset. Don't ask lol I guess I'm weird like that. Well enjoy your reading and if you like it hit that vote button and make me happy :) enjoy! (Unedited) *Trigger Warning*

Taste my desire for life and love, adventure and honesty, on my chapped lips and tongue. Drink from me, the light of unseen tomorrows. Empty me of all that I made myself of; what I think I am. I am a huge zap between reality and imagination. Bridge me already. **** Highest ranking in Poetry-#12 ©VioletEden2015