******READ A BIT OF MY LATEST CHAPTER TO SEE HOW MUCH MY WRITING HAS IMPROVED LIKE HONEST ITS SO CRINGEY I CANT****** Falling in love with your best friend seemed too cliche for my liking, so me and my best friend always knew we weren't going to do just that. However, life is so unexpected and before I knew it, I had a brain tumor, was stripped of my old life and given a new one. A life without my best friend, Niall Horan. I left the X Factor, where I had made it up to bootcamp, but it didn't matter. My dreams were crushed, there was no hope. I never did tell Niall, about my brain tumor and just cut contact with him. He didn't need to worry about me. What I didn't realize is that Faith also comes into play and well Faith does whatever the hell it wants. So next thing I know, here I am, reunited with my best friend. My brain tumor is gone, and I have my best friend back. It's times like these where I realize it's just a little too good to be true. And it is. Slowly, without even meaning to, I start falling for the boy who was none other then my best friend. Everyone knows falling in love with someone you simply cannot have is a nightmare, and I feel as though this nightmare will just never end.

Everything is dip dyed isn't it? Sometimes most of it is happy, and some times most of it is sad. -I WAS 12 DON'T READ-

Six Months. Six whole months have passed since Bella left for California. Everyone has split their separate ways. Bella is still in California. One Direction is in London. Emily is still working in London, but not in contact with the boys. Niall is still not getting along with the other lads. Nothing has changed within the past six months. Bella is moved on. But the boys and Emily are not prepared to quite yet. Nothing is ever going to be the same after what happened six months ago. Little does Bella know, that even though she is 5456, these boys are about to change her life.... Again.

Rachel Blair had sworn off ever being in a proper relaionships. After a few bad experiences that lead her to believe that she just wasn't meant to be with anyone she found a job being a Decoy date. For this homeless girl, living the life of a rich and famous persons fake girlfriend was everything she had dream having. She got all the perks of being in a relationship but she didn't have to worry about the emotional stuff, that was until she found out who her first date was with. What is the reason that Niall Horan from One Direction needs a decoy date? Can Rachel keep emotions out of this relationship? Or is she destined to have her heartbroken by 1/5 of the hottest boy band in the world.

Fear. The emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or a threat. Hope. To wish for something, but to expect that one day it may happen. But what happens, when we're mad enough... To love out of fear, and fear out of hope? Annabelle Scott, she hoped for someone to save her, to pull her out of this torturing darkness, but can Zayn Malik help her, or will he find himself being pulled into the dark too? She didn't know much better, she was young and innocent. Was. Can Zayn the mysterious hooded figure, protect his beloved Belle, protect her from Eric, Belle's father, whilst he battles with an even bigger problem? Maybe sometimes, we need to stop and realise that, it may be best to stay away from the dark.

Niall Horan has had a bad reputation around here. For a new kid, he's doing pretty well at making himself seem frightening. Well, I'm not scared. I'm simply curious. It's things like this, things like this that make me want to know more. I won't stop until I figure him out. Will I start to develop feelings for him? Feelings that I really shouldn't be having for someone like him? Who knows. I may find out things I don't want to find out about his past, and how it's been haunting him all his life. Something about him keeps me interested. I won't stop until I know everything. I will take those walls down. And when I do, I'll crush every single piece of it so that they can never be put up again. No matter what the risks may be.

{book 5} - ❝ I'm Tammy Rodenhizer. Member of Prodigy. Rockstar. Rebel. And I don't trust you. I don't trust anyone and if you're wondering why, you're wasting your time for I'll never tell you. This is what I've become and this is all what I am today. And I'm content this way. I don't need anyone. ❞