If It's Like That..
momsdarling
I never wanted me to fall.
I had a plan. Now, I have tears, longing and half a heart.
Just wish that I could've changed the line from "I love you" to "I hate you" as simply as I write it. The backspace button of my keypad, now is too sorry for me as to seeing the tears which fell out of my eyes onto my screen as I write every "She's pretty" message to you.
I just wish.. that my heart focused on beating and nothing else. I'd have my fairytale in my head, as it's the place where I can truly feel it, however. If only I could.
But your love is like a magnet which pulls my metallic heart towards it, everytime I try to free myself. It latches onto my sleeve like a lost four year old in the mall, clutching as if his life depended on it. Like an broken eyelash, which refuses to leave your finger.
That is it. That's how it is. And, if it's like that..