"I can't do this any more!" Jay huffed " what are you talking about? " I asked not knowing at all what he meant . " I can't sit here and see you with him knowing I won't ever be any thing like him! This is my chance Em this is my chance." This time he yelled my eyes searched his glassy tearing eyes. He reached to me and gently wrapped is arm around my wast hugging me tight. I started to cry the past week was a mess...I sobbed in to his chest taking in his sent as he sang " I wish that I could wake up with amnesia...and forget about the stupid little things" I looked up and couldn't help but smile. I love him. I love my family. No matter how messed up it is. If he left I knew he'd come back.

im deleting this in like a week bc this is disgusting so pls don't read it