poetry by a person that's afraid of people. 12/23/15- #1 in poetry

i hate myself. xX

Iwrotethisforyouandonlyyou ______________ " T H E P A I N U N F EL T " I have told myself you are not allowed to hurt me anymore. That's what hurts the most. _______________ (Samples from the official book.) (Cover made by me / not using the original cover)

~12:03 am~ To: "sex god" Mikey i wish we could meet. ~12:07 am~ From: "sex god" Mikey one day, we will. Sequel: Connected

Emmy's life is going just as she'd planned: She's living in her own apartment, dancing every day and is just leaps away from being named her company's next Prima ballerina. And she's only 17. But all of Emmy's plans come to a screeching halt when the FBI shows up at her door to let her know that she's being stalked by a serial killer. Suddenly, the safe, insulated world she created for herself is riddled with violence, fear...and a growing pile of dead bodies. At first Emmy wants nothing more than to forget her chilling new reality - but her admirer isn't finished with her yet, and before she knows it, Emmy's stuck in a nightmare she can't dance her way out of. Content and/or trigger warning: This story contains detailed scenes of murder, rape, torture, sex and stalking, which may be triggering for some readers. [[word count: 80,000-90,000 words]]

Lisa has been depressed for a while and has been keeping a terrible secret from her family. One of her sisters betrays her which leads to revealing many of her other secrets. what will they do when they find out her HUGE secret?

CURRENTLY IN THE PROCESS OF BEING REWRITTEN!

Not really my diary but it sorta is

*This is my version of If I Stay by Gale Forman. This is a fanfic not the actual story*. Jane is a very shy 16 year old girl. She is very talented at the cello and auditions for Juilliard. That is when she meets Reid. They fall for each other. Her life is seeming more normal. Until everything goes wrong. Jane wakes up to find her looking at her own body; which is in a coma. She has to make the most difficult decision she has ever made before; to go die alongside her family, or stay with her love, Reid and her successful music career. Will Jane choose to leave, or stay?

Some extra, for all the people who enjoyed The Fault in Our Stars, by John Green. Let me make this clear that this is not the original written by John Green, and this isn't even written by John Green.