I didn't realise that one small concert trip to England would take my life on a rollercoaster....He doesn't love me....i-i can't fall for him that easily. /// All images aren't mine /// fake character names other than the RoadTrip boys /// Enjoy! x

"Jack Richard Daniel Duff. Dear Jack, Congratulations, Dean Timothy Hands and the admission committee members join me in the most rewarding part of my job - informing you that you were selected for admission to the Winchester College... " My mother keeps talking but all I want to do is get out of here and not come back. She continues but the only thing I hear coming out of her mouth are words without meaning until I can't hear them anymore. "Well?" She asks after at least five seconds of silence. "It sucks" I lean on the sofa without looking at her. "Jack!" She scolds me with "her stern voice." I look at her and I can see her growing anger. "You know I don't want to go, mom" "It's the deal, Jack" "I know" is the only thing I say before getting up to go to my room. I don't want to go to a stupid boarding school, I hate that things have been the way they were, I hate having made the mistakes I made, I hate myself and I mainly hate my father for forcing me to do something I absolutely don't want to do. Go to a boarding school for men isn't the worst, the worst is that it's a boarding school for preppy men.

I never imagined that something like this would happen to us, that after so much time together we would finish as we finished. I never imagined my feelings or imagined his feelings, everything was suddenly and too fast but I guess that's the way life is and that's how it has to be. What are we? What have we been? and what will we be? nobody knows and maybe nobody ever knows. But everything that we are going through is for a reason and I don't mind not knowing the answer to all those questions.