On depression, and recovery. ❝Perhaps this is our kingdom, perhaps our crowns are the green specks of light that fall into our hair. And perhaps this is our fantasy, and perhaps we have no crowns but collars, collars that bind us to our differences and drive away the threat of being alike. Or perhaps we have both crowns and collars. Perhaps these two are in a constant war against each other, just as we are all in a constant war against ideals.❞

Cigarettes, lilac skies and poetry at 3am: sixteen-year-old Pietro ''Pit'' Rossi knows the adrenaline of feeling empty and infinite at the same time. With the reputation of a goofy idiot who doesn't care about anything at all, getting held back at school doesn't seem like a problem. But it is. Because Pit cares about everything, and he always cares too much. [[word count: 70,000-80,000 words]]

CRINGEWARNING: Ich habe die ersten Kapitel mit 15 oder so geschrieben. Das heißt sie sind cringe af... For real jetzt, ich würde die ersten Kapitel vermutlich verbrennen hätte ich sie auf Papier so sehr cringe ich mich davor! Deswegen: Lesen auf eigene Gefahr lol *** "Warum nennst du mich eigentlich Bambi?", fragte ich ihn interessiert und klaute eine von seinen Pommes. Wenn jetzt so eine romantische Kacke kommt, gehe ich kotzen. "Weil du wie ein kleines Reh bist. Klein, neugierig, tollpatschig, frech und süß.", antwortete er rau und blickte auf mich hinab. Dieser intensive und ehrliche Blick verursachte eine Gänsehaut auf meinem Körper, wie ich sie noch nie gespürt hatte. Okay, vielleicht gehe ich doch nicht kotzen. "Du findest mich also süß.", hauchte ich atemlos. What the fuck? Atem komm wieder her! "Süßer als Zuckerwatte.", raunte er grinsend zurück. Was soll das Grinsen? Er denkt jetzt aber nicht zweideutig, oder? Oder? Konzentration Hazel! Du musst jetzt Coolplay machen und alles runterspielen. Okay? Okay. "Ich hasse den Spitznamen trotzdem." --- Mit ihrer quirligen, aufgeweckten und etwas kratzbürstigen Art, ist Hazel der Sonnenschein der Familie. Sie ist Kierans kleine Prinzessin und er als großer Bruder, gehört zusammen mit ihrer durchgeknallten besten Freundin Kara und ihren Eltern, zu den liebsten Menschen in ihrem Umfeld. Mit ihrem, in den Augen ihres Bruders und ihrer Eltern unvorteilhaften Lebensmotto: "Regeln sind zum Brechen da" und ihrer tollpatschigen Art, ist sie ein Magnet für peinliche und unangenehme Situationen. Gut, dass Blaze auch noch da ist, der beste Freund ihres Bruders und zu ihrem Leidwesen, auch der perfekte Aufpasser für kleine tollpatschige Mädchen wie sie. Begonnen: 12.08.17 Beendet: 01.06.22 Cover by my gorgeous honey @Flauscheball

Dies ist die Fortsetzung von "BRIEFE & TEE". Nach dem tragischen Ende des letzten Jahres schottet Sophie sich gänzlich ab. Sie versinkt in Trauer und Schmerz und schließt die Welt vollkommen aus. Bis sie ein Jahr danach eine E-Mail bekommt, mit der sie nie im Leben gerechnet hätte. In diesem Buch tanzen Trauer, Wut, Schmerz und Hoffnung einen wilden Tango. Wattys 2017-Gewinner ♥

| COMPLETED | Highest Ranks: #1 in Teen Fiction (06/11/17) & #1 General Fiction (07/22/17) | When Amaya receives an acceptance letter to her dream college, she is ecstatic. It has been her dream for as long as she can remember to follow in her father's footsteps of graduating top of her collegiate class. She has been working her whole high school career to be chosen for a scholarship to the university, so when she received it, Amaya thought it would all be smooth sailing from there. It truly was going well until her roommate jumped ship...well schools, and dumped all costs on her. To avoid getting a job that would distract her from her studies, Amaya decides on renting out the other bedroom in her apartment to split the costs and save some money. Poor Amaya didn't know when she made this decision, that a smooth-talking and annoyingly attractive, football player could be just as distracting, if not more, than employment. ***************************** Theodore Thompson, or as he liked to be called Theo, is a hot shot football player quickly climbing the charts and earning many of the NFL scout's watchful eyes. He could care less about morals, or even schoolwork. But for some odd reason Theo does care about good financial opportunities and saving money. So when a flyer goes up advertising an exceptional deal on a nice apartment, he goes for it. Unfortunately, at the time, Theo didn't know that getting a roommate came along with such an amazing arrangement. Cover made by: WinterFeels_

"Whatever happens in dorm 101 stays in dorm 101, baby girl."

CURRENTLY IN THE PROCESS OF BEING REWRITTEN!

Blake and Ray are two different people. Blake is the innocent good girl while Ray is the deadly quiet Bad Boy. The only ties they have together is their best friends who happen to be dating eachother. And Blakes best friend just happens to be her twin sister, Tessa. Tessa is a bad girl, she does what she wants and she doesn't care if she gets away with it or not. What happens when Tessa tries to bring innocent twin sister into her world of gangs, sex, drugs, and violence...what happens when Ray helps lure her in. ~ Soon Ray began to skim his lips across the curve of my neck, the way he seems to like, his arms uncrossed and his hands moved down to grip my waist. "When you do that," I let out, my voice unusually husky, "I feel weird." "Weird?" He asked before pressing a soft kiss to the juncture. I nodded my head and gripped his shoulders firmly. "Yeah, I feel all tingly, there's this knot on my stomach that comes when you're doing stuff like this, and when you took you're clothes off last night." Ray chuckled, placing another kiss on my skin, this time on my jaw. "You're feeling horny Blakey." Ray finally said after awhile of him just nipping at my skin, which felt wonderful by the way. "Horny," I asked, shocked. "You mean, sexually aroused?" I asked again, still in surprise. I can't believe this whole time I was aroused, and aroused sexually at the most. "Yes, Babe, you're sexually aroused. That's one sign that you might like a person, one of the first." Highest Rank: #1 Teen Fiction #6 in Romance THIS BOOK IS AVAILABLE FOR PURCHASE AS AN EBOOK OR PAPERBACK ON AMAZON AND KINDLE. Cover by @Eveninglatte

"It is your choice," he said, stepping so close to me that our lips were almost touching. "Either do what I say - or get another job." My heart stood still as I gazed up into his deep, dark, dangerous eyes... In a world where women's only role in life is to sit at home and look pretty, Lilly is determined to fight for her freedom. There's only one problem: a powerful man blocking her way.

©heartxfluttering Boy X Boy Zwei Jungs, ein Outing... viele Probleme. Warnung: Es wird an einer Stelle steil bergab ins Versaute gehen. Beide Jungs erzählen aus ihrer Sicht. -------------- Sexuelle Handlungen, Beleidigungen und Erniedrigungen. Wer etwas gegen Schwule hat sollte diese Geschichte nicht lesen und sich vergraben gehen.