~ This story may contain mentions of self harm, depression, angst and sexual acts ~ One Direction, the worlds most famous boy band at the moment. Behind closed doors nothing is what it used to be. One Direction is falling apart because of that one boy, Harry Styles. Something happened to him while they had their one week vacation at home. He's not the same Harry everyone used to know anymore. Harry acts normal in front of the media but that's not what's really going on. The media falls for Harrys good acting skills while the old real Harry is struggling to get through life. He has given up on everyone and shuts everyone out, he says he's fine but deep down inside he knows that he needs a lifesaver. Someone that won't give up on him no matter what, but it seems like everyone has already given up on him. He just needs a lifesaver, someone to help him get through all of this. But he's too scared to be hurt, again. Louis however wants to find out what caused Harry to be like this. He wants his Hazza back. But can he do that while keeping his own secret safe? ==========================

Harry loves Louis and he tries to express his love through texts to his band mate. Unfortunately he deletes more than half the texts that actually mean something. Typos and lower case intended. Rated PG13. Possibly rated different due to excessive use of swear words. -- Copyright (c) glowstickLarry, 2015, All Rights Reserved

"Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life" Harry Styles may seem like the happiest boy. Fame, fortune, and all the girls he could want. But behind hidden doors, he's broken. He's broken on the inside and no amount of love or patience could fix him. When he can't turn to his family, and he can't turn to the boys, he needs to find a place to vent his anger and depression. He starts a blog on a website called Tumblr, where no one knows who he is. No one can expect you to be a womanizer or role model if they don't know you're actually Harry Styles. Louis has no clue why Harry has been in his room a lot. He has no clue why Harry's always wearing tight skinny jeans instead of the baggy ones he knew the curly boy loved. But what happens when Louis walks in to ask Harry a question and finds the boy's Tumblr open? How is he supposed to handle this? Not only is his best mate living a secret online life, but he is suffering depression and has been hurting himself in so many ways. Louis can't confront him, so he does what he thinks is the right thing. He starts a blog, and starts messaging Harry anonymously. Harry seems a bit cheerier in the morning, and even starts smiling again. But what happens when they fall in love with each other, but Harry doesn't know that "CleverUsername" is actually his best mate? With love, drama, hate, and depression, can anyone ever be happy with the one they love? And most importantly, can Louis learn how to save a life?

"...and one night, he was there." [lowercase intended]

"you're so small." as if to prove his point, louis squeezed harry tightly in his arms, and harry just scrunched up a little bit, snuggling his head impossibly farther into louis' chest. "my pretty paper doll." and when louis squeezed him again, placing a shaky, yet warm kiss on harry's cold forehead, harry felt his heart feel that way again, he felt love. a soft flutter, that even the most self control in the world couldn't stop. he loved louis. he loved him even though he didn't want to, he really didn't. okay, maybe a little. *** 1ST PLACE IN THE HOLIDAY 2014 BROMANCE AWARDS FOR FAMOUS LARRY STORIES. #2 in Fanfiction #1 in One Direction

Louis and Harry have been dating for about six months. As a normal human being Harry is, he is desperate to make love with his boyfriend but Louis keeps denying Harry because he says he's not ready. Harry then decides to wait until Louis is ready. But what will happen when there's a misunderstanding between them? Their relationship is brought to the edge hopefully they can find a way, the right one.

"don't let me fall into the dark. i've already fallen for you." [©2014 -lamebow. Copyright.]

What would you do if your best friend committed suicide? What would you do if there was no way that you could help them? All there is left, is 199 letters. The only thing they left behind for you. © 2014, Ashley (larrystyIinson), All rights reserved

"And maybe it's the mystery in you that I'm addicted to" Louis was a sweet and mostly innocent boy who liked to wear big sweaters and tuck flowers behind his ears. He somehow got interested in the BDSM life, and, well, the rest is history. Or a fanfic in which Louis is matched with Harry on a BDSM site. Achievements: #23 in fanfiction!! Thank you! Translations: Portuguese » @larrysoquista